Just when..

Just when I finally settle down..
Just when I finally erased his name from my dictionary..

I Just Love The Scenery..

Looking at below picture taken from Sg. Burung, Perak..
Somehow so relaxing..

Taken on 2011.10.12

If only I can see this view every week..
Definitely releases my stress n tense..

ps:
Can't get enough of Jun-kun new getsu dorama, Lucky Seven CM..
He looked mecha2 kakkoi!!

Mochi Sweets!!

What I can say is..
Umai!!

Now I know..

Now I know what Japanese curry taste like..

He is scary..

AY :  Tgk tu die tgh stress.. Tgk muke pn thu..

It's scary when he seems to know me more than anyone else..
He seems to understand me more than I understand myself..
Scary, right..
It seems he always sees right through me..
I wonder how..

Need to start my engine.. FAST!!!

Seems like I'll be very busy after this..

Koe!!

I just received email from the department support administrator..
The result that I thought will only come out on Friday..
It seems will be out tomorrow..

Scene Tour 10-11 Fukuoka Dome

Back to the past??

This week has been so hectic for me..
The sap connection finally stabilize..
Means the internet connection also stabilize but we still can't use it until they grant us the access..

2011/09/14 - 6 months passed..

Without realizing, it's already 6 months since I worked here..
Today is my confirmation day..

2011/09/13 - It started..

The first day was worst..
The second day is even worst..
We got nothing to do..
Besides reading documentation..
Not that we don't have things to do..

It is hard...

I guess it is hard..
To control yourself..
When u were tested several times..
And u failed for each attempt that u made..
U tend to lose ur temper..
U tend to lose urself..

If Only..

If only.. It shows in my face..
If only.. That person understands it when it did shows..

ない..

Mgkin btol ckp focal point n lead ak..
Ak skrg nih sgt sush utk kte TAK kt org..

Ashita..

Esok.. penentuan..
Sape pass n sape plak yg fail..
Kalo pass, dpt bronze ke, silver ke or gold..

Last year n this year..

If last year I spend most of my time in the office.. This year, at home since I can work from home.. Yay!!
If last year I always sleep the latest 1.30 am.. This year, the earliest is 2.00 am.. Yay!!

Otanjoubi omedetou..

It's been a week already..
Since my bday is on last monday..
However, I only had the time to update my blog today.. Gomen ne..

Wakattemasse..

I don't think u hve 2 b that severe..
I know all along..
U've been treating me like a big bro since day 1..
U don't hve to keep calling me adik in front of others..
I'm sooo pissed..

ps: Will be posting Mr. MJ mybe next week?

Pe nk wat ek??

Xtau nk watpe..!
Biar btol??

Mmg btol pn..
Nila yg jadi bile sap wat hal..
Nk run test xle..
Nk create infotype xle..
Hopefully bnde ni recover fast..
Kalo x, hbsla..
5 instances lg nk run..
Smpt ke nih??

New brother??

Ak th supposely ak create post utk GANTZ tp ak x scan lg tiket wayg tuh.. So, ak cite yg nih dulu..

Dh lbh kurg 2 bln 1/2 ak kt NGA nih.. So far, ak mmg involve dgn projek yg 100% on sap.. Lucky me.. Always wanted to learn sap so much kn..
Tp yg ak nk citer nih, bkn psl keje ak.. tp psl sorg guy nih..

On my first day here, ak yg xtau pape nih.. Trus diassign under projek yg gune sap, qc.. Nk log in kne de rsa key.. Mne ak th sume bnde nih.. Ktrg plak xde training psl sume tuh.. Thankfully, this guy.. sudi nk ajar ak.. Since then la, he's being very helpful.. Ajar tu, ajar nih.. Kind of a good senior la.. Without knowing yg die msk awal 2 minggu je drpd ak..

Bleh dikatekn stiap hri ak blaja bnde baru drpd die.. Tntg die... Used to think he's 6 years older, married.. Rupe2nye die SPM 2000.. Sbaya abg ak.. x-smakl.. Kalo die sbaye abg ak, ak sbaye adik die.. Bleh x? Gile coincidence.. Die prnh bgtau, ak byk mcm adik die.. So, logically to him, I'm like his sister la.. No worries, k.. Nothing more than that, I'm sure.. Byk gak die share.. Psl exp

Kla, nk smbg hire ee.. Kne create 12 ee for tomorrow's testing.. Till next time, ja..

The best solution for eveyone..

I guess what's best now is for me to shut myself up..
So that, no one will misunderstood...
No one will get hurt..
No one will be blamed..
Gambaremass!!

ps: Hopefully I forget this fast.. I need to move on.. This will never be part of myself.. NEVER!!

Scene Tour 10-11 :: Solo n Pairing Review

Solo started with Nino performance in CD1..

1. Ninomiya Kazunari - 1992*4##111 (Means Arigatou)


I just love the ending of this song.. Heart ballons with heart formation by juniors.. Mecha2 kawaii.. Love the outfit he used as well.. He looked like a teenage kid in it.. ^_^

2. Ohno Satoshi - Shizuka na Yoru Ni

Another slow ballad sad song by riida.. Love this song very much.. Love the arrangement.. Love riida's voice as well.. Well, I guess any type of songs suit him well since he has good voice.. The best among the other 4.. However, since this is a sad song, it's very hard to capture good pic of him.. I guess above pics are the best I can choose.. Sorry for that, minna.. I did try.. I guess he really being absorbed in the song.. ^_^

3. Sakurai Sho - T.A.B.O.O

The second sho-chan solo that I like.. Besides Anti2.. Don't know why but I don't really hear sho-chan's solo songs much.. Gome.. Love the dance steps aka choreography for this song.. But I don't really like the outfit.. Dunno why.. Even most people don't like it too.. Search for it n u'll know.. ^_^

CD2..

4. Matsumoto Jun - Come Back to Me

The song started with Jun-kun playing a game with himself in it.. The main quest is to get Nino (Jewel) and box of gold.. Getting both means he won the game.. Only then the song started.. This song requires him to dance a lot.. Like Yabai3.. Personnally, I don't really like to hear this song often though I'm jun-baited.. Dunno why myself..

5. Aiba Masaki - Magical Song

Personally I think, this song suits him well.. Very aiba-chan poi.. I don't think other member can sing this kind of song like he did.. Love the megane he wore when he first appeared and the jacket as well.. Love the overall performance for this song.. So aiba-poi... A lil childish + kawaii..

I also attached some pairing moments before ending up this post (ps: Lotsa Juntoshi then others but I can't be biased, ne..).. Till next time.. Ja n salam..

Scene Tour 10-11 :: CD 2 review

CD 2 started with my fav song from Boku no Miteiru Fuukei album, Refrain..

-Screen shots for Refrain until My Girl-

I personally love Refrain so much.. Especially during their performance in Music Lovers.. Love the lyrics.. However, during the con, they don't dance as much as Music Lovers.. But still the song alone is good.. ^_^
After that is Gift.. Jun-kun start the song with his part.. Hearing his voice made me thinking, he really does improved.. Compared to Time concert, Dream A Live.. His voice definitely getting better.. As usual, O-chan proves that Johnny's singers are talented.. I'm not sure y but Nino seems to be too serious most of the time.. So hard to capture good picture of him.. He's getting more n more like Jun-kun lately.. I kinda miss the dorky him during this time.. ^_^

- Screen shots for PikaNchi Double until Believe -

Aiba-chan joined a lil' late to get ready after his solo previously.. Don't really like the outfit they used.. Looks like old guys.. With coats n stuff.. Aiba-chan n Jun-kun get off earlier during Believe.. ^_^ Love Sho-kun Engrish at the end part of Believe before he dissappeared and changed into a clown..

- Screen shots for Circus -

Circus started with MJ walk by Aiba-chan n Jun-kun.. (Kinda miss Yabai3 when I saw this.. ) Love this performance.. Something new to see.. ^_^

- Screen shots for Remarkable (Re-mix-able) and Monster -

I know it's not fair to judge but I don't think it's good to put Nino, O-chan n Jun-kun together during Re(mix)able dance.. Because it seems Sho-kun n Aiba-chan are separated from them.. It's quite clear for people to see the difference.. Seems like there r 2 separated groups.. Based on their dancing skill.. If only Sakuraiba pair is in between the three of them.. I think it will be much better.. ^_^

- Screen shots for To be Free and Sora Takaku -

There's talk session before they sang To be Free.. Poor Aiba-chan.. His voice getting worse during this time.. Love the part where Nino did Aiba-chan's voice monomane.. So cute.. As I mentioned in earlier part, they sweat a lot tis time.. Especially Sho-kun n Jun-kun.. U can see clearly how wet their costume are.. N futhermore, the costumes r white in color.. Makes them more obvious.. Nino looked mecha2 kawaii when trying to get the ballons in Sora Takaku.. ^_^

- Screen shots for Still until Love Rainbow -

The 1st encore started with Still.. This is one of my fav song in Time con previously.. They changed Fight Song a bit at the earlier part.. U can hear Aiba-chan hoarse voice during this time.. Lots of Juntoshi moment during this encore.. In Fight Song, Beautiful Days, Sakura Sake n Kansha..

They performed Love Rainbow in 2nd n last encore.. Is it just me or Jun-kun looked so happy whenever they sing Love Rainbow?? I wonder.. Whatever it is, they looked like they're having so much fun while singing this song.. Especially the last part of the song..

End of this means end of Scene Tour "Kimi to Boku no Miteiru Fuukei" concert in Kokuritsu, 3rd September 2010.. It took me a while to complete this concert review.. Haven't being update the blog lately too.. Too busy I guess, hahahaha.. New place, new environment.. Still trying to adapt myself..

Solo n pairing moment.. I'll put in next post.. Just after this.. Till then, ja n salam..

Rilex sejenak..

Sgt2 stress skrg nih..
Keadaan ak sgt2 kritikal.. (ps : Ko sakit ke? Xkan.. Yg tulis kritikal tuh, pe kejadahnyer??)

Dateline smakin hampir..
Mse smakin singkat..
Testing + training in.. 2 weeks ++
Gambare!!

Tp skrg, nk rilex jap..

De org ty ak..
"Nape org yg kite ske, xske kt kite.. Tp org yg kite xske plak yg ske kt kite.."

Jwpn ak sng je..
1. Mungkin org yg kite ske tuh, bkn yg trbaik utk kite n kite bkn yg trbaik utk die..
    (ps : Nk sedapkn hati member ke sndiri??)
2. Sape kite utk xske kt org?? Bgs sgt ke kite nih compare dgn die?? Layak ke kite wat cmtu kt die??

Ak pn slalu wat bnde yg sme..
Ske sgt xske kt org..
Prmpn ni xcantik la..
Llaki ni xhandsome la..
Org ni jahat la..
Tp xprnh sedar diri tu cne..
Kite kte org xcantik, kite ni cantik ke?? (ps : Mmg xpon)
Kite kte org ni jahat, kite ni baik ke??
Sape kite tuk nilai org lain.. Toll x..
Xtaula npe, tp ak bru sedar sume tu skrg..
Npela xdrpd dulu ak prsn bnde2 nih??

ps : Alex, thanks for what u've done.. I really appreciate it.. Just give me time to think.. K

Scene Tour 10-11 :: MC review

The mc this time is interesting..

Looking at their expressions and replies for each topic being discussed, sugoi omoishiroi..

1. Complaining Aiba-chan introduction during Attack It!..

Sho-kun said that Aiba-chan intro is weird..

Disagreed Aiba-chan..

Jun-kun agreeing Sho-chan..

Nino tried to understand Aiba-chan situation..

Everyone agreed to Aiba-chan..

2. One Love pattern..

Sho-kun started the topic..

Sho-kun listed up all available choreography for One Love..

Both Nino and Jun-kun reaction towards Sho-kun's explanation..

3. Sho-kun wearing a tank top..

Unrealised Sho-kun on the upcoming topic by Nino..

Dork Nino forcing O-chan n Aiba-chan to loose up their jacket..

Being the victim of unable to choose the inner shirt himself, Sho-kun tried to explain..

The topic dropped after that..

4. Jun-kun dorama ; Natsu Niji..

Cute Nino told the members how he followed 2 girls to combini when he accidentally heard them talking about 'Junnosuke" drama Natsu Niji.. (ps:There are fans who still called Jun-kun "Junnosuke" ne.. Watched AnS to know what I mean.. =)..)

The topic continued with Sho-kun's story..

He told them he did watched the drama while preparing himself for News Zero.. One of the stylist asked him whether he'll be jealous watching Jun-kun love scene and he said no..

Sho-kun reaction if he is jealous of Jun-kun.. It would be bad for others to see him acting like that ne..

Continue with O-chan side.. (ps:Cruel Nino to be asking O-chan about this.. However, this part is interesting.. U can never expect anything from Arashi ne..)

O-chan reaction when he was asked by Nino on Natsu Niji next episode..

O-chan replied by saying the 8th episode..

Jun-kun happy reaction on O-chan replied.. He then asked riida what he liked best in 7th episode..

"The kissing scene in 8th eh.. 7th episode.." (ps:Cute O-chan trying to answer it)

The doubt answer making Jun-kun questioning riida whether he really watched the drama or not..

Honest O-chan making other members get surprised even more.. 

At this point, Aiba-chan's voice was getting hoarser.. Poor him..

5. Nino dorama ; Freeter Ie wo Kau..

Well, totally me being a fandom.. Nothing else.. I dunno y but I just love this screenshot..

Another jun-biased.. Doesn't he looked cute wearing the hood towel?? Mecha2 kawaii, ne..

Next, back to Nino drama..

Nino asked the fans when Freeter will be aired.. No-answer situation causing the members to help him up.. He said during that time, the official date has not been out yet.. This than lead to Nino assumption on him appearing in the last episode of Natsu Niji..

Poor Nino being teased by all of them.. However, he did appeared in Natsu Niji last episode as the lightman.. Yea!!

6. Sho-kun movie;  Kamisama no Karute..

It started with Jun-kun asking whether the filming already started or not.. This will then continue to Nino shortening the title to "Kami-Karu", "Sarute" and "Samarute" and Aiba-chan's story on founding a stethoscope in Sho-kun's car..

7. O-chan ; Yukai Tsukai Kaibutsu-kun

Things getting more interesting with other members interaction with Kaibutsu-kun..

Don't u guys agree he's just soo adorable..

8. Johnny's Intro Quiz by Aiba-chan..

Jun-kun answered all 2 questions before O-chan's appearence..

(1) Kinki Kids - Distance

(2) Arashi - Hoshi no Freeway

O-chan didn't managed to answer the last song.. Even though they played the chorus of the song after he requested for it.. Don't worry riida.. We still love u no matter what.. =)

Continue next post for disc 2.. =)

Scene Tour 10-11 :: CD1 review

Arashi Scene Tour 10-11 held on 3rd September 2010 at Kokuritsu..
Honestly, I like 5x10 concert better than this one..
Why?? I'm not sure.. But of course, I wasn't supposed to compare them since both concerts are for different type of album.. 
5x10 -> Compilation album..
Scene Tour -> Full album..


Arashi Scene Tour 10-11; Kimi to Boku no Miteiru Fuukei.. I considered this as an adult concert..
You can actually see they are getting more mature than previously.. Performance-wise.. not age-wise..
And more sweat as well.. It's quite hard to capture a good shot because that..


This concert started of with Movin' on..

-Screen shots for Movin' On until Happiness-

During the opening, Arashi went out through a glass door with water flowing on it.. So basically, the water also sprinkles towards them quite a bit.. I always love this song.. It's one of my favourite in the album.. However, because the floor is wet, they don't dance much for this song..

The costume they wore is really nice.. The costume remained until Everything..

-Screen shots during Attack It! and Everything-

They loosen up the jacket they wore earlier in the middle of Attack It! song.. Personally, I like this con version of Attack It!!.. Hear it urself then u'll understand y..

-Screen shots during Rock You n Kitto Daijyoubu-

Nino joined a litle bit late because he had his solo performance before this.. I love screen shot no 2 the most.. The dance move Jun-kun, O-chan n Nino made during the intro of Kitto Daijyoubu.. Mecha kawaii.. N the costume they used during this time is very colourful.. 

-Screen shots during Hadashi no Mirai-

-Screen shots during A Day in Our Life and Summer Splash-

There are Juntoshi and Ohmiya moments in A Day and water splashing towards the end of Summer Splash.. Lucky for O-chan, he didn't encounter it since he was off to get ready for his solo next...

-Screen shots during Mukae ni Iku Yo until Hero-

Sho-kun off from the stage earlier to get ready for his solo next..

-Screen shots during Let Me Down until One Love-

Let Me Down, one of the song I love besides Movin' On.. I even like the choreography or dance move for this song.. Sho-kun appearence during the rap part also proves that Arashi is really good in planning their time during the concert.. Though I'm a jun-biased, I totally agree Sho-kun looked soo cool in that outfit..

CD 1 continued with the MC part which I'll write in the next post.. 

Till then, ja n salam..

Botnet!!

Suddenly people im me..
Saying I sent ym to them..

Its weird...
I just went out for lunch..

Only then I knew..
I've been attacked by BotNet (Thanks chip for telling me this info)
What I need to do now?
Change all my password..
Aarrrgghhh!!
Gambare..

Addicted.. Seriously..

Arashi new single.. Lotus..
I think personally, the second song that I'm addicted with..
Besides Truth...

Maji..
Kalo dgr, mmg xcukup skali..
Mesti nk wat 'continuous' mode kt real player tuh..
Dgr sehari suntuk pn xpe..
Cam Truth la..
Sampai skrg addicted..

Single nie.. Blom kuar lg..
Official release :: 23th Feb 2011
Tp bese la.. certain2 radio kt japan dh main lagu nih..
Esp the one conducted by arashi.. Cam BayStorm, ArashiDiscovery.. Ak xsure Jun-kun ngn Aiba-chan nyer channel..

Tgk preview pv die..
Somehow similar to Monster..
With white costume..
Kakkoi!!!

Can't wait to watch the full version of the pv..
Can't wait to hear the whole single..
There are 2 version of the single... LE and RE..
LE with the pv and RE with 1 added song..

Kla, SAB dh menunggu tuh..
Nk run test jap.. (ps : susahnyer bile de 7 hr different)
Till next time..
Salam n ja..

Otanjoubi Omedatou!!!

Hari nie b-day Dyb 3A33..
3A33..
Mmg sntiasa di hati...
Cne le dpt idea 3A33 time tuh, ntah..
Maybe sbb nme ktrg sume start ngn A..
Nway, happy birthday Dyb..
Life kt johor tough.. Kt kl pn sme..
Zutto shiawase ne..

ps: In the process of reviewing Scene Tour 10-11 dvd.. I'll post it soon k.. Ja

Can't wait..

My storm delivered yesterday..
Kya!!!
Can't wait to watch it..
I can watch it yesterday, but I reached home by 12.30 already..
Lots of people gave good comments on this concert..
Even more becoming their fans becoz of this..
If possible, I watch it tonight..

ps : Took only 2 days to get it.. Cdjapan way much better than Yesasia.. Sorry for this comment but it's true..

Seseme..

Dh msk hari kedue..
N mnjadi smkin trok..
Pg klinik, confirm ml..
Tp sy xmmpu nk cuti skrg..
Npe?
3 projek in-hand..
Tuh blom masuk nk prepare tuk handover..
Ya Allah, kuatknla smangat hambaMu ini.. Amin

Moge2.. Insya Allah..

Ya Allah..

Npe rse ssh sgt ble trpakse brkorban??
Npe rse berat sgt ble trpakse ubah rutin hidup hari2??

Smoga azam2 ku thn ini trcapai.. Insya Allah..
Smoga hati ini cekal n tabah..

ps : Npe ak xprnh sdr kesushan umi n ayah slame nie?? Mmg ak sgt pntgkn diri sndiri.. Mmg ak sgt brdosa.. =(

Npe agaknyer ek??

Ak je ke yg rse bnde ni ek?
Xtaula sbb ak xcite n xty sesape pn..

So far, 2 org team ak dh resign..
Isnin ni sorg lg akn kuar..
Pelik??
Bkn bnde nih yg pelik..

Mgr ak sblm nih prnh bgtau.. Die xske celebrate org yg pg.. Farewell lunch.. Memg ktrg xprnh wat utk 2 org yg kuar sblm nih.. Alasan die, watpe nk celebrate org yg pg.. Xbg benefit papepn kalo spend utk dorg..

Tup2.. Minggu lps.. Die suh ak bli kad.. Lps tuh, mintk sume staff yg prnh bekerje ngn team mate ak nih.. Tulis something dlm tuh.. Weird x?? Kte xske nk celebrate.. Lps tuh, td die mntk cdngn utk wat farewell lunch..

Jeles??
Ak sket pn xkish...
Sblm nih pn mmg ak slalu join farewell lunch org len..
Cume kali nih, team ak yg wat..
Rse2 org len prsn x bnde nih..
Yelah, npe mgr ak xcelebrate yg lg 2 org tuh..

Ak xtau bdk2 baru yg join team ak nih prasan ke x..
Tp mmg mgr ak lyn team mate ak nih bebeze..
Mungkin sbb pencapaian die..
Same de utk qa team n project team..
Mmg byk yg die dh wat..
Mmg sgt trasela die pg..
So, mybe sbb tuh la kn..
Mgr ak wat cmni..???

ps : Ssh sgt ke nk lpskn ak kuar?? Ak xrse yg ak nih pntg pn.. Ak de ke xde, no difference at all.. So, just let me be.. Hhmm.. Aarrgghh!!!

Start counting..

Counting my days to move to a new place..
Nearer..
More benefit gains..
Hopefully I'm happy there..
Insya Allah..

Salam.. Ja

Nk pindah ke stay??

Rmai dh yg nasihat ak..
Sndiri yg wat, sndiri tanggung la kn..
Yg rajin2 apply keje len tuh npe??
Kn skrg dh ssh..
Xtau nk plih yg ne kn..
Pdnla muke..

Jap..jap..
Ak ke yg apply??
Seingt ak, ak mmg xapply mne2 keje kecuali spa.. (ps:Yg cam mmg xkan dpt jerk.. Nk 2nd class upper.. Lower class cam ak nih mne layak nk msk kn.. Xpe2.. Cbe lg.. Mncube kn tgge kejayaan..)
Ok.. Back to basic..

First of all, yes.. Mmg ak xapply pape keje skrg nih..
Xde mse nk bkk jobstreet or monster..
3 projek nk kne handle.. (ps:Konon jerk la cm busy..)
Sume tmpt yg offer ak tuh, dorg request aknyer resume..
Sme de drpd jobstreet atau email..
Org nk kn, xkn nk jual mahal lak..
Kang xde spe plak nk beli...

Settle yg tuh..
Couple of days cmtuh.. de yg call..
Nk set interview date & time.. Yg kt kl..
De gak 2 company yg HQ die sndiri call ak..
Drpd India n Canada..
Call interview la kirenyer..
Ak mule2 plik gak.. Sbb tgk kod bkn kod malaysia..
First time attend interview call.. Cuak sesgt..
Due2 pn xgne English sbg bhs rasmi, so ssh sketla nk fhm English dorg..
Yg mne kt kl tuh, ak gi interview cam bese la..
Mujur de replacement leave, leh la apply cuti kn..
Settle another thing..

Next thing..
Tetibe yg HQ kt India tuh send offer letter kt ak..
Suh ak keje kt Malaysia branch in Cyberjaya..
Korg familiar x ngn nme nih... "Mahindra Satyam" ??
Company nila yg offer..
Kt cni dipggl "Satyam Computer Services Ltd"..

Ak plik gak la..
Dgn xinterview tetibe jerk dpt offer letter..
Kalo ak accept, ak msk 28th Jan nih..
Tula, mmg xde 2 months notice..
Sbb dorg nk ak urgently, dorg sggup bayar Syntronic my 2-months worth of salary..
Gile la kn..
Ak spttnyer reply kt dorg asap.. tp ak xth nk join ke x..
Mcm2 rumour ak dgr psl company nih..
Yg wat ak tmbh curige, cre dorg hired ak..
Hhhmm, ntahla..
Tp byk gak la yg dorg offer..
1. Gaji lebih..
2. Insurans lebih.. (medical + optical + dental utk ak + 3 org family members)
3. Slalu dpt trbg negare org..
Tuh atrnyer la..
Blom kire dkt ngn rmh lg.. Cyber kn.. Compared tuh kl..

Dlm mse yg sme, ak akn pegi tuk 2nd interview for these 3 companies..
Microlink..Menara Atlan, KL
North Arinso..The Garden North Tower, KL
Macro Kiosk..Menara Tan&Tan, KL
3 3 offer gaji yg lg bsr, with more benefits.. (Since jwtn yg lg tinggi drpd skrg..)
Of course la blom tntu dpt kn..
Ak pn mmg xprnh brhrp pape sbb ak pn mmg xprnh trfikir tuk tukr keje skrg nih..


Ak th, rmai yg akn ckp ak nih xbrsyukur..
Rmai lg bebudk kt luar tuh yg tnm anggur..
Even kwn2 ak pn de yg msh part-timer..
Ak th ak sgt lucky.. Xprnh rse ssh sesgt cm org len..
Drpd dulu..
N ak sgt2 brsyukur utk tuh..
Skrg nih, ak byk brsrh pd Allah..
Mintk petunjuk.. Pe yg ptt ak wat strusnyer..
Mne yg ptt ak pilih : Pindah @ Stay
Pd kengkwn yg byk support ak.. thanks a lot..
Ak bruntung sgt2 sbb dpt kwn cm korg..


ps: Can't wait for my storm to arrive next week.. Heard lots of Juntoshi moments in there.. Kya!!!

Not hoping for anything at all..

Penat giler..
Tmpt xdela jauh mne pn..
Kt menara atlan jerk..
Tp penat gak la ke sne drpd klcc ni..
Nk kejar msenyer psl..
Brlari-larian la ak smbg mggalas beg 3p.. (ps : sng nk bwk fail yg bsr alam tuh)

Smpai sne..
Kms2kn diri..
Bran kn diri utk msk..
Microlink Solutions Berhad..
Nme jerk dh wat cuak..

First, kne isi borg HR..
Cm2 yg die nk..
Parents aknyer detail.. sibling..

Dh settle tuh, hntr kt receptionist..
Die bg ak ketas lg..
Ketas pe plak la kn..
Tgk2 100 soklan obj..
Ak mne la prepare sesgt..
Bce pn ala kadar je..
X expect lgsg soklan die..
Sume yg pelik2 la kuar..
IEEE 189...
Pe ke bnde nyer tuh..
Pdhal sume de dlm CTFLnyer buku..
Pe la ak nih kn..
Nme je tester..
Satu bnde psl testing pn ak xtau..

1/2 hour passed..
2 org interviewer ak msk..
Indian guy n chinese woman..
Sorg HR, sorg PM..

Cm2 soklan die ty..
Yg PM byk ty psl technical term..
HR.. Hhmm.. psl HR la kn..
Gaji, cuti, benefits..
Ingtkan sekejap je la..
1 hour gak la die interview..
Drpd gayenye mmg xdpt..
Confirm..

Tgk jam dh kul 1.30 ptg..
Alamak, dh lmbt..
Lari-larian lg..
Smpai ofis, pnt giler..
Rse cm xbrbaloi plak kn..
Tp xpe, learning xperience tuk hr khamis ni..
Skrg ak dh th pe org expect drpd ak time interview..

Kla, nk report bug kt mantis..
Till next time, ja n salam..

Thanks..

Everyone is concerned about me..
Afraid I'll be demotivated..
Esp Proj Mgr..
Thanks a lot..
I really do appreciate it..
Appreciate all the support I got..

But, somehow..
I still blame myself..
Maybe for them, it's fine..
But, for me, for my satisfaction in my work..
I'm frustrated..
I hate it when people always say.."It's fine since this is your first time..."
I really hate it..
Daikiraiii..

Hopefully, I'll gain back my confident for R10A..
I still need to focus on MMI and GPSF at the same time..
Min, gambaroze!! ne..

Aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

So dissapointed..
Nothing going out my way today..
Nothing at all..
Is there a place where I can go??
I need to scream out loud..
To cry..
To release everything inside of me right now..

Even a simple thing cannot be done correctly..
Why??????
People always said it's fine..
But actually, it's not..

New Year should be better than previous year..
Not worst..
Aahhh..
I'm stressed out right now..
Thinking of banging my head to the wall...

Why did I do such a stupid thing???
Why didn't I check be4 committing anything to svn???
I should have known this will happened..