I'm not that obsessed.. Huhuhu

My friend told me that I'm really into Arashi.. I think so too.. Not until I took this quiz.. Check this out..

You are 60% obsessed with Arashi.

As far as the Japanese fandom is concerned, those who are 51-67% obsessed with a Japanese boy band is pretty much as normal as it gets. Congratulations, you know more than the average newbie, but you also have more things to learn about our favorite boys! :)

Huhuhu.. It's proven I'm not really obsessed with them.. Maybe just a little..

Sorry..

That's the only thing that I can say.. I guess I was controlled by my anger at that time.. My emotional taken over my rational.. I didn't think of the outcome when I wrote my last post.. So, again.. I apologize from the bottom of my heart..

I didn't actually meant it that way.. Like I said, when I'm mad, I just don't think of others.. Just my point of view.. I'm the only one that is right.. Everyone else is wrong.. I guess, being an adult is tough.. You can't put your blame to anyone else.. Not even your parents.. You have to learn to decide everything on your own.. Think of the consequences of your actions..

Right now, I'm trying my very best to do those things.. Correctly.. I'll try not to blame anyone even if it is not really my fault.. Lastly, for my friends(if they considered me as their friend).. I'm sorry.. I don't wanna give any excuses at all.. Lots of things happening to me right now.. Keeping silence or not talking to you doesn't mean that I don't care.. I just don't wanna hurt anyone.. Not anymore.. I'm afraid if I open my mouth, something bad will just come out of it.. Try to understand and please bear with it.. Just for 4-5 more days..

ps: Am I ready to work in Cyberjaya?? I wonder..

Stress..

Ak xtau npe.. Tp lately ak rse stress sgt.. Stress ngn training, ngn family.. Ngn org yg xfhm bhs kiasn.. Ak xtau same de die sengaje @ x tp ak rse die sepatutnyer dh sedie mklum.. Ak dh pn bralih tmpt.. Hrp die fhm la kn.. Ok ak bg die space.. Yela, ak pn dh xlme dh.. ak tau tu tp ak still de hak gak kn.. Ak kalo le mls nk ckp pape.. Msg2 dh besr, dh tau nk fikir..

"Laa, sbrla.." Tp sbr pn de batasnyer gak kn.. Xpe, 2 minggu lg.. Lps tuh, die xkn nmpk muke ak lg.. Ak pn xkn nmpk muke die.. Aarrrgghh.. Geramnyer!!!

Eh.. Maji??

Konnichiwa..
Ak bru lps wat kuiz.. "What lip gloss flavor r u?" Tau x pe ak dpt??

Mint
Same sih nme..

Fresh and cool. Mints are forever calm and collected, they are responsible and always keep their promises.
Hhmm..

They can either be extremely liked or extremely disliked by people, they are nature lovers and are the most diplomatic flavor.
Extremely true.. 4 me la..

They do have great justice and never give up, unless they knew they have already lost. they think practically and rationally, which makes them a passive flavor in general.
Passive eh.. I wonder..

Hhmm..

Xtau npe.. Blek jerk drpd hp bdn rse lmh giler.. Kulit plak bile kne air, rse cm kne cucuk jarum.. Tp ak tbhkn diri utk mandi jugak la.. Sbb ak fikir, mybe lps mndi ak akn jd lbh segar.. Tup2 bdn rse seram sejuk semcm jerk.. Eloknyer td xyah cuci rmbut.. Tula, gatal.. Siap plak rndam bju.. Konon2nyer nk cuci.. Xpe2.. Akn kubasuh juge bju tuh..

Meen, tbh2.. Lwn sket.. Jgn jd lemah sgt.. Setakt demam, batuk, seseme nih.. Xde bndenyer.. Mujurla td xtrkantoi ngn is.. Kalo x, xtaula cne.. Mesti kne lecture brjam2.. Kla, nk gi cuci bju jap.. Hrp2 esok okn brtmbh ok..

Nerd ke ak nih??

"Don't panic. Being a nerd isn't as harsh as the name implies."
Harusla kene panik.. De ker ak nie nerd?? Xlgsg ak rse..

"You are smart and don't hesitate to answer a question. You excel in school and just because you like it doesn't mean you can't/don't have a life."
Kalo ak struggle, mesti ak lbh brjaye drpd skrg.. Tp, tula.. Sejak drpd sek ren lg.. Brtgguh tuh mmg aknyer forte.. Xtau npe.. Bile dh lps, bru nk nyesal.. Tp xlme.. Bnde tuh akn brulng gak sampai skrg.. Hhmm..

"Just remember to relax and have fun too, because your only a kid once."
Ak dh trlalu byk relax.. Time to focus..

1st Day..

Ohio..
Ak bru jerk sempe fac utk Hp training.. Hhmm.. Nth.. Xtaula cne nnti.. Rsenyer lbh kurg 3p je kot..

Miss laila dh nk mule dh tuh.. Nnti pape ak update lg k.. Ja..

ps:Bilela seseme nih nk bek..

Bermulenyer sesi pmbelajarn..

Training tuh kategori blajar gak la kn.. Btol kn.. Huhuhu.. Esok ak start training HP.. Skrg nih sdh kembali semule ke rmh sewe di s.a.. Kt sini mybe 3 minggu jerk.. Hbs training, ak kne gi rmh kkk ak blek utk jge si kecik tuh..

Kla, dh maghrib nih.. Nnti ak smbg lg..

ps:kalo hrtuh demam hlovate.. Skrg tgh demam btol2 plak.. Hhmm.. Blela nk bek nih.. Asyik sok sek sok sek jerk..

Mne ek yg plg baik??

Kalo ak de 2 pilihan mungkin lg senang nk pilih tp.. 3 pilihan.. Pe yg plg baik utk ak skrg ni ek?? To be frank, ak rse ak blom ready utk keje.. Sbb time keje nih, mcm no turning back.. Kene sentiase alert.. Hhmm.. Nth.. Kalo nk smbg plak, 2 thn tuh.. Bleh ke ak survive sndiri nie..?? Yuran je dh brp.. Blom msk belanje hari2 lg.. Hhmm.. Nk mntak biasiswa, xmmpu.. Tula, salah sendiri.. Time blaja men2.. Xnk struggle btol2.. Bile dh jd cmnie.. Bru nk menyesal..

Papepn, ak nk blank kn kepale wat couple of days.. Mls nk fikir pape.. Lps tuh nnti bru decide.. Nk keje, wat internship @ nk smbg master.. Kla, de hal sket nih.. Till next time.. Ja..

p/s : Best gak lyn lagu NYC (NYC boys) nih.. Tp pv dorg nih skali tgk mcm pv musume plak.. Maybe sbb dorg teenagers kot.. 16 thn tuh.. Huhuhu..

Demam 5thn 5bln..

Mak ak dtg cni ahad lps.. Die bwk skali novel 5thn 5bln ngn tunas.. Ak pyla sonok.. Yela, asyik mengadap laptop jerk.. (selen emmet).. Mate pn dh nek bengkk..

Ak blm hbs bce lg tp so far.. best.. N disbbkn buku nie jugakla ak dh start ambik online personality quiz.. (Believe it!!) Huhuhu.. Tp time2 bohsan n xde pape nk wat je la.. Check this out...

You Think There is Nothing Great About You, But There Is.

Deep inside, your a light. Just waiting to peak out. Your special, (in a good way!) God made you to be someone, and you are loved. Even if you don't think so, or don't wanna be. Your Loved. So hold you head up high, and think "I Am Loved."
P.S. Look up on YouTube "More Beautiful You" By Jonny Diaz.

Cam nk tegelak jerk bile bce.. Tp nth.. Maybe kot ak mcm tuh.. Kla, till next time.. Ja..

Pe la yg best sgt dorg nih eh??

Tula.. Ak pn sampai skrg msh mncarik jwpnnyer.. Walopn ramai yg kte dorg nih bese jerk.. Tp pd ak dorg nih unik..

11hb harituh, Arashi kuarkn single baru.. My Girl.. Dlm tuh de 3 lagu.. My Girl, Tokei Jikake no Umbrella n Super Fresh.. My fav?? 2.. Ak kureng sket ngn lagu Super Fresh tuh.. Xtaula npe..

Tp first time member ak bg single tuh, lagu yg plg menarik minat ak; Tokei Jikake no Umbrella.. Lagu tuh mmg best giler.. Upbeat.. Rancak.. Ak rse org yg xminat Arashi pn le suke lagu tuh.. Spt mne ak trtarik ngn Kat-tun sejak dengar lagu Don't U Ever Stop.. Rupe2nyer komposer 2 lagu tuh sme.. No wonder la kn.. Lirik die pn best.. Pndk kte mmg sugoi.. Ak still dgr lagu tuh skrg.. (ps: dh berape kali men ek nih??)

Mmg nmpk beze kalo dibandingkn ngn dulu.. Drpd segi muzik.. lirik2 dorg.. Sore dorg pn dh makin matang n mantap sejak single Believe.. Selain dgr lagu, ak sambil2 nk tido nih layan citer My Girl.. First jdorama for Aiba-chan.. So far dh sampai ep 2.. Pd ak citer nie best.. Xmustahil la kalo die dpt award utk citer nih.. Sbb lakonn die pn best.. Yela, first time kn.. Kalo dulu syik ngn reality show ngn butai.. Act, lagu tema citer nih; My Girl ialah lagu yg dlm single Arashi tuh.. Tgk citer mmg addicted.. Kiter jd xsbr2 nk tau pe yg seterusnyer..

Kla, nk smbg tgk My Girl.. Till next time.. Ja n wassalam..

ps: Bile la nk stop dgr lagu nih eh.. Addicted la plak.. Jun-kun.. Kyaaa!!

Setelah sekian lame..

Sdr xsdr.. Dh lme giler ak tinggal blog nih xbrupdate.. Patutla de yg tego.. Huhuhu.. Sori r.. Be4 nih ak busy sket.. Ngn assgmnt, lps tuh test.. Assgmnt lg.. Exam.. Final exam 4 my degree..

Cam xcaye plak ak dh hbs.. Tinggl nk konvo jerk thn depn.. Hhmm.. Nk msk alam pekerjaan plak lps nih.. Bersediekah ak.. Gambatte..

Skrg nih ak tgh honeymoon jap.. Malas nk fikir pape lg.. Nk settlekn training hp dulu.. Lps tuh bru nk gi mne2 interview.. Rse rugi gak sbb lpskn keje tuh.. Nk wat cmne.. Clash plak ngn training hp yg ak rse brgune utk ak.. Yela, keje tu pn ok kot.. Tp abg ipar ak kte better pg hp drpd accept keje tuh.. So, ak ikut jela.. Kalo x minggu dpn dh msk keje.. Huhuhu.. Pela ko nih... Kte nk honeymoon..

Honeymoon ke pn?? Bleh la.. Setakat jage si kecik nih kire honeymoon lg la kot.. Dh jd mcm anak sendiri plak emmet nih.. Siang mlm ngn ak.. Mlm2 cmni jerk le bejimbe2.. Tu pn kne jage2 gak tkt die bgn.. Pg2 die yg kejut ak.. Kalo xjgn harapla ak bgn pg.. Lps solat tuh alamatnyer tido blek la.. Tgh hari bru bgn.. Kirenyer bgs gak la tinggl kt cni.. Rutin ak brbeze sket drpd biase.. Kalo dulu asyik tido jerk.. Skrg of course la tido tp ikut time la.. Xdela sesuke hati lg..

Byk lg nk tulis nih tp post nih cm dh pnjg plak.. Ak smbg next post k.. Ja

It ended well.. Thank God

The proposal ended well.. Both families aggree that I'm still too young to get married.. I know some might say it's only a proposal but just think about this..

How long am I going to be engaged with him?? 4 years?? No way right.. That's why I refused to accept the proposal from the first place.. N thankfully, they accept my reasons..

I'm still with him though.. Till when?? I don't know.. If it is my destiny to marry him then I guess I'll be with him 4ever..

ps: He really did look sad since he started to think that I wanna break up with him.. Huhuhu

Ry skn..

1st time ak round johor ry kali nie.. Drpd Muar ke Kluang, Kulai, Kota Tinggi n last skali JB.. Best gak la.. Byk rmh yg ak n family pg.. Kt kota ak bery rmh mak ak.. Rindu sih kt die.. Bak pn sme.. Dorg la yg jge ak sjk lahir sampai umur 4 thn be4 ak pindh ampg.. Dorg tu mcm 2nd family ak la.. Abg Sham brtmbh hensm.. Huhuhu.. Ok2..

Kt kg, spt yg ak mention be4 nie.. 1st time sume sedare blek ry prtame.. Kalo sblm nih, de jerk yg xde.. Ktrg siap ambik family photo.. Yela, kenangn tuh.. Time ry nie jgkla ak jumpe Ca'a n Fiki.. Fiki tu mmg setiap kali ry pn blek cume ni 1st time die blek 1st ry.. Ca'a plak slalunyer blek rmh atuk be4 ry n seminggu lps ry.. So, ktrg mmg jrg dpt jumpe family die..

Fiki tue sthn drpd ak.. Ca'a plak sbaye ak.. Kalo nk kte rpt, ak lg rpt ngn fiki.. Mungkin sbb ak jrg jumpe ca'a kot.. Ry hrtuh, byk giler cite ca'a kongsi ngn ak.. Mcm2 ar.. Sampai mak ude kte ktrg ni mcm belgkas.. Huhuhu.. Yela, bleh diktekn mne je ak de, die mesti de.. Yg lwknyer, fiki la.. Bleh plak die kte jeles sbb ak xspend time ngn die.. Siap ngadu kt mak ak lg.. Kte nk hntr rombgn nk meming ak.. Tepape la die tuh.. Ca'a dh bulat2 mate dh.. Ak wat bodos jerk.. Ntah pela yg die fikir time tuh.. Bpk sedare2 ak plak api2kn si fiki tuh.. Abg ak pn sme.. Hish..

Pndk kte ry kali nie mmg memorable la.. Mcm2 jd.. Ngn fikinyer, ca'anyer.. Ni x msk kes is lg nih.. Kes is?? Ak citer next post eh.. Kla, nk smbg wat e-resume.. Ja..

ps:Fiki mkn kakkoi la.. Cne nie?? Huhuhu

Raye.. Raye...

Esok.. Last klas be4 cuti raye.. Kt cni dh meriah ngn bunyi mercun n lagu raye.. Blom lg dgn kriuhn org mngemas beg n kotak2 utk pulg ke kg.. Tetibe ak rse cm xde sense plak nk blek kg.. Ntahla ek..

Mybe sbb wat 1 kalinyer ak xberaye kt rmh lgsg kot.. Mak ak bgtau ari khamis ptg tuh dh brtolak blek Muar.. Act, sblm2 nih pn mmg blek kg awal n wat prsiapn raye kt sne.. Tp ktrg still akn raye kt rmh.. Dlm 4 hari raye tuh dh blek kjg semule..

Tp kali nie mmg fully raye kt kg.. Kt rmh mmg xde kuih raye lgsg.. Sbb ktrg hy akn blek cni bile cuti dh hbs.. Tp ak mybe blek s.a awal sket kot.. 2 test menunggu.. Blom lg assgmntnyer..Huhuhu.. Hhhmm.. Tp cam mustahil jerk kn.. Mne th mak ak nk wat surprise ker..

Kla, nk smbg lyn citer smile jap.. Sedih sih citer nih walaupn tajuknyer smile.. So, ja..

5 x 10...

First of all, salam..
Hr sabtu lps ak bkk utb.. Ak jumpe news on arashi's concert 09 kt kokuritsu smpene album kompilasi dorg yg baru.. Byk yg mengejutkn dlm konsert dorg tuh.. Ikut kte org yg laporkn tula.. Die de tunjukkn klip2 yg best dlm konsert tuh.. 3 bnde yg menarik minat ak..

1. Lagu 5 x 10..
2. O-chan
3. Jun-kun

Lagu 5x10 yg dicipte khas utk fans arashi..(Ikut kte arashi bile ditemubual).. Lagu tuh mmg best giler pd ak.. Len drpd yg len.. Yg remix pn sme.. Mmg totally different.. Sekali dgr mcm xpcy arashi yg nyanyi lagu tuh.. Ak rse org yg xminat lagu dorg pn bleh minat.. Bg yg nk dgr, ak de embedkn lagu tuh kt blog ak nih.. Lirik die otw..

O-chan @ Ohno Satoshi.. Ahli yg trtue dlm arashi n yg plg cerie.. Pe yg menariknyer?? Time ak tgk overview tuh, die de tunjuk time mc dorg.. Pcy @ x, o-chan nangis.. Ak mmg xsangke giler.. Slalunyer yg mdh trsntuh nie aiba-kun jerk.. Ak pn touched jugakla ngn pe yg die ckp.. Hhhmm.. Yela, dorg xsgke dorg bleh brthn selame 10 thn.. Xsgke ngn sokongn fans drpd seluruh dunie..

Jun-kun.. The DoS arashi.. Hhmm.. Drpd overview tuh, bkn ak jerk, ramai org komen kt utb yg sore die byk improve.. Bkn semate2 sengau.. Even org dlm news tuh pn ckp cmtuh.. Mmg brbeze drpd konsert2 sblm nih.. Good 4 him.. Die dh provekn kt sume org yg die mmg brbakat.. N I'm not saying this because I like him.. It's the fact.. Mmg selame nih, kekurangn die delh sore die..

Scr overviewnyer pd ak, sume pn improve.. Drpd sume segi.. Nyanyian, stamina n tarian dorg.. (Ikut pe yg ditunjukkn dlm news n komen org dlm tuh).. Xsbr plak rsenyer nk tunggu dvd dorg kuar.. Nk tgk btol ke spt yg dibgtau.. But I'm not surprise if that's true.. Sbb ak tgk sume concert dorg n to be frank, concert dorg sntiase improved. Drpd sume segi.. From their performance to the design of the stadium. Huhuhu.. Mesti de yg bising sbb ak asyik puji dorg je kn..

Hhhmm, dh kul 5 dh nie.. Nk gi solat asar lu n nk smbg wat mm.. Lirik tuh ak akn post asap.. Till next time, ja n wassalam..

Brtmbh lg koleksiku..

Hhmm..
First of all, pe yg ak dpt nih mmg ak xjangke lgsg... Xtrlints lgsg di fikiran ak bnde ni akn trjadi.. Ak bru 22.. Grad pn blom.. Msh jauh lg prjalann hidup.. Msh trlalu awal pd ak utk memikirkn hal nie..

Tup2.. Hari Sabtu ptg, de org dtg rmh.. Ingtkn sape r.. Rupe2nyer mak f****.. Dorg dtg jerk, lps slm, umi suh ak nek blek.. Ak yg xtau pape nih.. Ikut je r.. Lme gak la dorg kt rmh.. Ktrg semua solat asar jemaah.. Lps tuh dorg blek.. Ak plik gak sbb f**** xpulak dtg.. "Xde pe kot kan.. Xkn la.. Mustahil.." Hat ak brbicare..

"Min, meh cni jap.. Nk ty sket nih.." Umi pn bg ak sumthing.. 'Sumthing' yg mmg xtrlintas lgsg dlm fikirn ak akn dpt.. Aarrgghh.. Ak xready lg.."Min pegg je bnde nih.. Sume pn dh ditntukn.. Jgn risola.. Eh.." Mi, min xready lsg lg.. Waaa, cne nih?? Ak rse cm nk nangis jerk.. Mlm tuh, f**** call ak.. "De mak sy dtg rmh awk? Sori sbb xmention pape pn.." Ak dgr explanation die.. Npe die wat cmtu.. Lme gak la die call.. Mesti byk kredit die hbs call ak.. Huhuhu.. Lps tuh, ak ty mak ak.. Pe yg brlaku sbnrnyer.. Mak ak ckp bnde tuh just utk tnde.. Dorg mmg akn tunggu ak hbs be4 wat pape pn.. So, ak msh de mse utk brfikir semasak2nyer sblm wat pape keputusn..

Hah, so mesti dh trjwbkn koleksi pe yg brtmbh tuh.. Hhmm.. Kla, nk smbg wat mm lu.. Till then, ja n oyasemanasait..

Tmt sdh..

Dh lme hbs pn.. Ak jerk yg xupdate2 blog nih.. To tell u the truth, byk jerk bnde nk tulis tp nth.. Asyik delay jerk.. Huhuhu... De gak yg remind ak utk update but still.. no effect at all.. Yela, kalo dh mmg xde mood nk tulis tuh, bnde yg byk pn bleh jd zero.. Nway, back to basic..

3p dh pn berakhir pd 18 jun yg lps.. Dh lme giler kn.. Dh lbh sebuln dh pn.. Ak bru nk mention.. Huhuh.. Pd 18 tu jugak ak ambik exam yg terakhir.. N alhamdulillah, ak lepas dgn not too bad result.. Since ak rse ak akn fail utk paper tuh.. With that, I am officially qualified.. Yeah, akhirnyer..

Act, skrg nih.. Ak dh pn th result yg pending hrtuh.. Lulus ngn cukup2 mkn jerk rupenyer.. It's my fault for being too confident..

I guess that's it for 3p.. Ak tgh tunggu gmbr ni.. Kalo dh de nnti ak update lg k.. Till then, ja..

Ketahui sdh keputusnnyer..

"Where's S.A.A?"
Ak pn angkt tgn..
"You passed the exam"
Ak dgn rse xpcaye..
"Really sir?"..
"Yes, u r"..

Akhirnyer dpt jugak ak th result ak.. Walaupn hy lulus @ gagal shj.. Ak punyela brdebar2 sbb bdk yg result die pending saing ngn ak tuh fail.. Bile sir bgtau die kne resit, ak mulela dh rse takut.. Yela, ak ingt pihak 3p xdpt nk retrieve result ktrg n ktrg kne resit paper tuh semule.. Alhamdulillah, ak lepas.. Syukur sgt2..

Lately, byk sgt bnde yg brlaku kt ak.. Spt mlm td.. It might not be easy 4 me 2 4get but I'll try to 4give the person.. Mungkin die xsedar kot pe yg die wat.. Lgpun hujan dh brhnti setelah turun dgn lebatnyer mlm td.. Huhuhu.. Xtaula ek.. Kengkdg tuh ak rse sng sgt hujan nk turun.. Leps dh brhnti tuh, keadaan mnjadi normal semule.. Utk kembali cerie tuh mungkin mkn mse sket la kot..

Kla, nk smbg study tuk esok.. Paper last 072-646.. Gambatte.. Ja

Pela resultnyer eh?? Hhmm..

Akhirnyer tamat sudh exam 94-640 yg menakutkn ituh.. Isnin, 7.35 mlm adlh hari & mase exam tuh brlangsung.. Npe menakutkn?? Entahla ek.. Maybe sbb exam tuh de simulation kot.. 1st time in Malaysia.. Selesai jerk mnjawab, ak rse lege sgt n xsabar nk th resultnyer.. Lulus @ gagal..

TTTAAAPPPII..."Your result cannot be shown. It is still pending."

Mood ak terus brubah.. Hah, xdpt th result lg.. Bile le dpt th nih?? Ak brmonolog dlm hati.. (ps: mcm ayat novel la plak kn.. chu) "Adik jgn risau.. Result adik bkn xde tp de masalah sket. Kami xdpt nk receive result adik drpd promed.. Pape perkmbangan nnti kami telefon adik. Buat mse skrg ni, adik tunggu je la."

Tunggu?? Nk tunggu sampai bile la agaknyer.. Harap2 plg lame pn hujung minggu nih.. N harap2 jugak ak xyah resit paper nih.. Entahla.. Mmg rse kecewe jugakla.. Tp nk wat cmne..?? Mmg bkn salah pihak 3p.. Bak kte abg2 tuh, tunggu je la.. Xle nk wat pe dh.. Lgpun bukn ak sorg, de 3 org lg yg sme cm ak.. Result dorg still pending.. So, rsenyer xde pe yg prlu dirisaukn kot..

Kla, sir kuhen pn dh start mengajar nih.. Nnti pape ak update komdian.. Ja ne..

Mujur postpone...

Pe yg postpone nih?? Tetibe jerk?? Chu..

Exam.. 094-640.. Emulation+cumulative+multiple choice... Agak pening gak la nk mghafal step2nyer.. Tu blom lg sokln2 abc nyer.. Bleh tahan gakla.. Mmg cuak giler rse..

Tup2.. Exam yg sepatutnyer dijadualkn semlm ditgguhkn ke hari ahad ptg.. Brsyukur giler rse.. Blehla prepare lebih sket.. (ps:yeker study?? Cm x jerkk..) Study2.. Sawada le tangguh komdian.. Ak kalo le xnk resit pape paper pon.. Brhrp sgt sumenyer brjln lancar.. Amin..

Kla, nk gi smbg wat vce nih.. Nk mghafal jaw.. Moge2 bleh skor bhgn C.. Till next time.. Ja

Berjln sakan..

Dh lme rsenyer xkuar njoy ngn kngkwn.. (ps:lame ker?? Biar btol..hikhikhik) Let's get back to the main road,okay..

Smlm, ak + 13 bebudk kos ak gi ke kenduri kawen abg kuja.. Ktne?? Kuale Sel.. Prjalann drpd s.a nih lbh kurg 1 jam lbh sket.. Pengalamn prtame drive prsone sejauh nie.. Dh la ak mmg xprnh drive sndiri ke sane.. Slalu, nek org.. tau2 dh smpai jer(Sbb dlm kete slalu mmbute).. Nway, dr cni, ktrg konvoi 2 kete(12 org).. Ak follower.. Al-maklumla xtau jln..Sest kang, sape yg sush.. Bebudk dlm kete ni la kn... Huhuhuhu.. Bleh thn laju gak la org dpn nih bwk.. (ps:Ke ak yg bwk slow eh??)..

Ktrg smpai lbh kurg kul 1.30 tgh hari.. Smpai2 jerk, pengntin dh brsanding pon.. Lps brsalam2an ngn kuja n ibu die, ktrg mkn.. Best gak la mknn die.. De 1 lauk tuh, ak xth.. Ak ty kely, die kte tu mknn jawe.. 1st time mkn beb.. Bleh la.. Yg plg best sbnrnyer, air sirap pengntin.. Mmg xle lawan ngn minumn len.. Air ni hy dijumpai kt majlis knduri kawen jerk.. Huhuhu.. Mkn2.. Brgambar2.. Karoke2.. Next destination.. Jeng jeng jeng..!! Tanjg Karang..

Mesti korg trty2kn pe la ktrg wat kt ctu..?? Hhmm.. Ktrg melwt lg 1 rumh mmbr ktrg,JLA.. Pg rmh die mengingtkn ak pd rmh atuk ak.. Bezenyer, rmh atuk xsetinggi rmh diela.. Kt sane de ayam, kucing n yg plg best sawah padi.. Tp sygnyer hmpr sume sawah dh dituai.. Huhuhu.. Walopun panas, ktrg redh jugak semate2 utk brgmbr brlatarblkgkn swh padi.. Wah, best sih.. Last ak gi swh time hntr kkk ak gi jenan kt jitra, kedah.. Time die form 5.. Dh lbh kurg 13 thn yg lps.. Lme giler kan.. Dh pnt brgmbr ktrg memulekn prjalann utk pulg semule ke s.a..

Ktrg smpai s.a lbh kurg kul 7 lbh mlm.. Kebetuln chip blanje ktrg sume mkn mlm kt restorn dr k.. So, hr nih mmg xkuar duit lgsg tuk mkn.. Sume free.. (ps:Bleh dijadikn tema gak nih kn..) Kla, nk start wat exam prep nih.. Till next time.. Ja..

Pe la yg jd nih..

First time msk kdai burger bundle..
Komen ak??
1-Mknn die ok jerk kot... Ak gi ctu pn sbb de mmbr yg rekomn..
2-Harge?? Pd ak murhla dibndgkn ngn kedai len..
Act, ak xde prob ngn kedai tuh cume de sumthi' yg brlaku be4 ak mnyuapkn mknn ke dlm mulut.. Tau x?? Bleh x, bru jerk ak duduk.. Ak dh jth.. Ak sndiri pn xpsti cne ak bleh trjatuh.. Kerusi tu pth ke?? X stabil ke?? Nthla.. Pe yg pasti, ak jth trdudk ats lantai.. Perasaan?? Malu giler sih.. Mmg malu sgt.. Rse cm nk kuar trs drpd kedai tuh.. Dh la kebetuln dlm kedai tuh mmg ramai org.. Huhuhu.. Lawak toll ble dikeng blek..
Kla, klas pn dh nk hbs nih.. Ak out lu k.. Ja n wassalam.. =)

Hbs jugak akhirnyer..

Pe la yg hbs ek..??? Bleh x ak menghbskn citer Taiyou no Kisetsu sdgkn jumaat nih nk exam.. Huhuhu... Nk gak tgk ending citer tu..

Pd ak, overall citer ni best sbb jln cite die len.. Hero die antagonist.. Sad ending.. Heroin die mati... accident.. Sedih tp xla sampai menangis cm cite 1 litre of tears @ myu no anyo papa ni ageru.. Cite 1st tackey bwk watak anto.. Slalunyer die jd hero yg bek.. Yg innocent tp x utk cite ni.. Kalo korg tgk, korg leh jd benci giler kt tsugawa tatsuya.. So, mmg btol la komen org yg dh tgk cite ni.. Xrugila ak tunggu 1 minggu lbh utk d/ld 1 ep.. sbnyak 11 ep sumenyer..

Kla, nk gi smbg mghafal command nih... Till next time.. Ja n Wassalam

Die terase rupenyer...

Sorila.. Ak xsmpt nk bkk blog mlm td.. Byk sgt nk dibuat.. dgr lagu, study sa.. Huhuhu.. (ps:study la sgt kn..) Lyn citer prison break ngn bebdk rumh.. ym.. (ps: tu yg lbh sbnrnyer)..

Tgh sibuk2 way sume tuh, org yg di2nggu2 pn ym..
"Awk ni npe wat status cmtuh smlm? Nk sume org th ke?"
Dlm hati.. Oh, mamat nih terase rupenyer.. Ak ingt die xterase.. Yela, die senyap jerk mlm tuh.. ak ty la die npe die nk mrh sdgkn ak xmention pape nme pn.. Ak just express pe yg ak rse jerk.. Xkn tu pn slh kot.. Die mmg mrh giler kt ak.. Pe yg ak tulis sume die sanggh.. Die ttp ckp die yg btol.. Last2.. Ak bengg ak bgtau die.. "Fine, do whateva u want.. U r not part of my life.."

Ak mmg bengg giler time tuh.. Ak kalo le xnk gaduh ngn sesape.. Ak ingt once die terase tuh die akn mntk maap tp sebaliknyer plak.. Sptutnyer ak yg mrh die, bkn die mrh ak.. Nth, lps ak tulis tuh jerk, ak trs ignore pe yg die tulis.. Xkuase dh nk lyn.. Huhuhu.. Sekali fikir, ak ni mcm bdk kecik yg merajuk ble xdpt aiskim..

"Ok, sori.. Puas hati??" Ak wat status cmtuh.. Ak try nk pulihkn keadaan.. Tu jerk.. Walaupn, bkn ak yg salah.. Huhuhu.. Kengkdg rse lawak ngn pe yg brlaku.. Pdhal 2 2 dh bsr pnjg..
Hhmm, ak rse dh byk ak merepek nih.. Sir pn asyik pndg2 jerk.. Mesti die trty2 pe la yg ak wat kn.. Asyik menaip drpd td... Kla, sblm die dtg cni.. bek ak end kn post ni dulu.. Till then, ja..

Tuju len, dpt len..

Mesti rmai yg trty2.. Pe py tajuk la nih kn?? Ak sndiri pn xth npe ak wat tajuk post nih cmni.. Huhuhu.. Act, smlm ak xde mood.. Mybe sbb pe yg ak blajar tu ssh kot.. Ak xdpt nk fhm, xdpt nk catch up.. Mulela rse nk marh.. Xcukup ngn tu de plak yg gatal nk ganggu mood ak.. Dhla mmg xde mood, dorg lg nk mmburukkn lg.. Lg brtmbh trokla mood ak..

***** n **** ajak ak gi pasar mlm.. Ak pgla.. At least bleh rse cerie sket.. Rupe2nyer x.. Dorg plak mention nme **** time beli-belah tuh.. ak dgr jerk trus brtmbh sentap.. Xtaula npe.. Dgr jerk nme die smlm, mmg ak jd cmtu.. Mybe sbb pe yg die ckp kot.. Yelah, ak xkish nk bork2 tp depnds gak la waktu n citenyer.. Ak pn bru lg ckp2 ngn die.. Mybe ak just xjgke kot.. **** pn sme.. Ak tau die ngn **** tu rapat.. Tp nth ek.. Pe yg ak bleh ckp, ak xjgke dorg cmtuh.. Tu jerk.. Nothing more, nothing less..

Smpai rmh.. Mknla.. Mmg lapar giler time tuh.. Huhuhu.. Sambil2 mkn, *** n ** blek.. **** n ***** pn dh selesai mandi.. Pe lg, dorg mkn ramai2.. Ak plak mkn smbil bukk laptop.. Nk hbskn d/load citer taiyou no kisetsu.. Tgh2 d/load tuh ak on ym.. Ak wat status "Rse nk mrh jerk.. Npe nih!!".. Xlme lps tuh, org segamt ym ak.. "Min mrh kt spe??" Tu soklan prtame drpd die.. Huhuhu.. Rse nk gelak pn de.. Ak bru wat status cmtuh.. Blm lg status yg lbh dahsat.. Nway, thanx sbb ambik berat.. Xckp die, rmai gak la yg buzz n brtykn bnde yg sme.. Npe ak wat status cmtuh.. Xsgke ramai yg notice..

Tp yg peliknyer, org yg dituju tu xplak ym.. Mybe die xterase kot.. Spt yg ak mention earlier.. Mybe ak jerk yg terase.. Mungkin pd die, bnde tu xde pe pun..

Kla, klas pn dh hbs nih.. Ak smbg mlm nnti ek..gune tenet rmh plak.. Huhuhu
Till then, ja...

Bermulenyer 3p Bhgn 2..

X prnh2 ak wat post cmni.. Brsmbg2 plak.. huhuhu..

Act, smlm ak gi ambik report 3p.. Blek jerk drpd klas trus menuju ke sek 2.. Excited la konon nk tgk resultnyer.. Ak gi ngn **.. Scr jujurnyer, ak puas hati.. Hasilnyer kemas.. Walopn byr mahal sket.. Skrg nih dh lege.. Xyah nk fikir psl fyp lg.. Tinggl nk hntr jerk esok.. Tgh hari nih nk gi mntk tnde tgn sprvsr.. Huhuhu.. Xtaula cne reaksi die nnti.. Hari tuh jumpe die be4 wat h/cvr, byk gak kne tmbh.. Tp time jumpe kali trakhir tuh.. die kte dh ok.. Tu yg bleh wat h/cvr.. Papepn, redha jela.. Cd pn dh settle.. Thanx sesgt kt ** sbb sudi hntr ke rmh mlm td..

Ak xth npe lately ak rse lbh hepi walopn subjek srvr admin nih ssh.. To be exact, starting this week.. Huhuhu.. Mybe byk bnde len kot yg mghepikn ak.. Huhuh.. Nthla, org yg xprnh tego ak, le bork2 ngn ak.. Cite bnde yg merepek2.. Nth pela yg brlaku kt die agaknyer eh.. Pd ak cm anjakn paradigma la gak.. =).. Die ckp ngn ak.. Pd ak tu sumthin' yg weird.. Mybe xla kot pd org len.. Tp, kwn kn.. Lme2 msti brtego sape gak, toll x?? Eh, jap.. Die kwn ak ke?? Kwn la kot skrg nih..

Kla, nk wat lab exercise nih.. Ak smbg next time eh.. Ja..

Bermulenyer 3p..

X cuti ke??? Aarrgghh.. Bru ingt nk relax2..lps fyp.. Tup2 isnin tu dh mule 3p.. Mule2 tuh, rse xsemangat gak.. Tp tibe jerk ari isnin, semangat nk bljr 3p nih trs bgkit... Nth drpd mne.. Kt rmh sewe plak, meriah.. De ****, ***** n ****.. Best la.. Dlm hati trty2, sistem admin nih blaja pe ek??

Isnin, 18 Mei - Hah?? Bkn sistem admin ke?? La, srvr admin rupenyer.. Nila.. Time pilih tuh bkn nk tgk btol2.. Bleh plak trtukar sistem admin ngn srvr admin.. Nway, hari 1st.. Of course la smgt msh brkobar2.. Kwn2 pn ok... Blajar plak gune Win2k8.. So far so good.. Mne yg ak prnh blajar time klas netc, yg diajar time 3p ni menguatkn lg kefhmn ak.. Npe jd cmni.. Npe cmtu..

Khamis, 21 Mei - Semakin byk bnde yg konfius.. yg xfhm.. Tp bak kte ****, "Xyah fhm sume.. Fhmkn konsep die jerk.. Pe yg die wat".. Hhhmm, ak cbe.. Xnk rse down.. Nway, 1 bnde yg ak th.. Tetibe ak trminat kt ... tutttt... Huhuh.. Minat kt spe?? Subnet la.. Cre sir tuh ajar kot.. hahah.. Bleh plak cmtu kn.. PENGUMUMAN!! Ak pn hah?? Pe2.. (ps: nmpk sgt x concentrate.. Asyik dgr mp3 jerk.. huhuh.. "Sir, esok student fskm de anugerah tuk fyp".. "Ramai ke yg trlibat? Cbe angkt tgn sket.. Hhmm, sy cbe ty eh".. Xlame lps tuh..

"Esok xde klas.. Kite ganti ari sabtu dpn eh.." Ak pn.. Hah?? Esok xde klas?? Ok2.. (ps: dlm hati Tuhan jerk yg th betape hepinyer ak time tuh.. huhuh.. Peluang nih ak ambik tuk mnyiapkn repot fyp ak.. Ak brkire2 nk gi hntr wat h/cvr hari sabtu..

Sabtu, 23 Mei - Ak tr2nggu2 bile la **** nk msj ak.. Ak ingt nk wat skali ngn die h/cvr tuh.. Akhirnyer, ak msj die.. "Xjd nk hntr hr nila min.. ** xsiap lg.." Ak pn, dh alang2 siap tuh.. Pe lagi, ajak la **** n ***** gi ole2.. Watpe kt sne?? Seng citer, tuk releasekn tension(ps: stress la sgt).. Ktrg sampai rmh lbh kurg kul 10 lbh mlm..

Ahad, 24 Mei - Ak brsame kwn2 ak gi ke psr tani di stadium s.a.. Pnt mmbeli belh, ktrg sarpn kt tasik.. Best giler.. Mkn ramai2 sambil bork2.. Brgmbr.. Huhuhu.. Yelah, lps nih dh xle nk kuar ramai2 cmtu lg.. Yelah, dh de yg grad.. Bleknyer tu ktrg singgh sek 2 tuk settlekn report fyp..

Kla, nk dkt maghrib dh nie.. Ak smbg citer setrusnyer dlm next post eh..
Till next time.. Ja ne...

X sangke..

Pejam celik.. pejam celik.. Bln mei dh pn nk melabuhkn tirainyer.. (ps:huhuhu.. trskema la plak..) Tanpe sdr, rupe2nyer dh lame ak xupdate blog nih.. Maklumla, busy sket ngn final exam n fyp.. Skrg nih tgh tunggu result plak.. Hrp2nyer ok (Xtaula wireless cane.. Seram gak lps dgr pe yg brlaku.. Papupn, redha jerk.. Bende dh lps pn.. Bkn bleh watpe..)

Hhhmm.. Byk sgt bnde yg brlaku sampai xtau nk start ktne.. Hah, pe kte.. Kite mule ngn bnde yg brlaku lps presentation fyp.. Ok x?? Yg sblm tuh, sumenyer xde yg best.. Yg pahit n perit lbh byk drpd yg manisnyer.. So, watpe kenangkn toll x.. ak anggp sume tuh pengajaran n pengalamn yg brgune utk ak.. Spy ak bleh jd org yg lbh baik di mase akn dtg.. Hrp2nyer..

Citenyer brmule pd hari khamis, 14/5.. Ak n kwn2 ak konvoi gi Sg kanching.. (Konvoi 4 kete jerk.. Xdela rmai sgt pn).. Ni 2nd time ak sampai sne.. So, basically ak xde perasaan sgtla sbb dh tau kn tmpt tuh cne.. Mule2 tuh mmg brkobar2, yelah.. pg ramai2.. Yg xbest pn jd best.. Ak sampai je rmh sewe, ak tgk kwn2 ak tgh prepare sandwich tuk mkn kt sne.. Dlm hati, ak trdetik.. Beria2 btol dorg nk gi sg kanching ni rupe2nyer.. Ak ingt just suke2 jerk.. Xsangke plak sampai cmni..

Dh siap packing sume, ktrg gerk.. Ak gerk dulu.. Lg 3 kete follow blkg ak sbb mmbr yg mnjadi penunjuk arah tu de dlm kete ak.. (ps: ak yg pakse die.. huhu).. Ktrg pn memulekn prjalanan.. Sblm msk highway, ktrg singgh isi minyak lu.. Mklumla, nk gi rawang nih.. Tkt xcukup minyak plak nnti.. Tgh2 drive tetibe ak tgk dorg xde kt blkg.. Ak trty2 gak.. Mnela dorg nih agaknyer.. Ak pn slowkn kete, duk lane plg kiri..

Xlame lps tuh dorg muncul.. Ak tgk meter, 50 km/j... Biar btol nk bwk kt highway cmni.. Bile nk sampai.. Kwn2 dlm kete ak pn trty2.. Npe dorg slow sgt.. Prjalanan yg slalunyer stgh jam, smpai lbh sejam.. Ak, yg msh trty2 nih pn, wat bodo jerk ble ktrg sampai sne.. Yelah, msg2 dh hepi kn.. So, ak mlsla nk ty.. At least that's what I thought.. Nway, let us proceed to the next chapter..

Brgambar2.. Tu rsenyer dh jd bnde lazim kot.. huhuhu.. Jln2.. Nek tangge, trn tangge.. Crk port yg sesuai tuk lepak n unpack brg.. Dh jumpe tuh, mne nk mandi, gi salin.. Yg x, de yg mkn, yg borak2.. Yg smbg bergambar pn de.. Ak, mmg xde perasaan nk dtg cni.. Just join sbb fikir bile lg nk kuar ngn kwn2 cmni.. Lps nih, msg2 dh de komitmen len.. Mungkin de yg xpuas hati kot ngn ak time tuh.. Yelah, ak sdr.. Ramai yg dtg sbb nk mandi n have fun ramai2.. Ak plak wat keje sendiri.. Xhiraukn org len lgsg.. Duk dlm dunie ak jerk.. Hbs tuh, ak nk wat pe lg?? Salah ke ak bce novel kt ctu?? Kate dtg sbb nk releasekn tension.. Dh ak mmg suke bce novel, nk wat camne lg.. Bnde tuh jerk yg bermain di fikiran ak ble de sum1 ni tego.. "Xkan nk bce novel kt cni kot. Kte kn dtg nk enjoy. Buku tu bleh bce kt rumah."

Ak xkish.. Yela, spt yg ak kte.. Mybe tu mmg salah ak.. Lps drpd tuh jerk mmg ak ngaku mood ak berubh.. De gak yg notice.. "Min, ko ok ke?".. Ak, of course la ckp ok.. Xkan la sbb bnde cmtu, ak nk rosakkn mood org len plak kn.. Ak senyum jerk.. Time brgambar, ak mengelak.. Xtaula ek.. Mmg ak xde mood lgsg time tuh.. Bengang sgt ke ak nih?? Nthla.. Papepn, ak cbe utk nmpk hepi.. Utk elak org perasan, ak yg ambik gmbr dorg.. Setiap kali de org len nk ganti ak, ak ckp xpe.. Sampai time nk blek..

Act, ak kalo bleh xnk bengang ngn sesape.. Yela, last2 cm nih.. Tp entahla eh.. Sblm blek ktrg brgmbr lg.. Sampai ktrg sampai kt kete.. Sampai2 jerk, de org ckp.. "Min, kte ni konvoi ramai2.. Bkn bwk sorg2.. Cbe r fikir org len gak.." Ak stuck sekejap.. "Ak rse ak dh bwk slow dh td.. Xkan nk bwk slow lg kot??" Dgn xsemene2 ak jwb.. Yela, xkan nk bwk 20km/j kot kt highway.. "Kete ***** xle bwk laju.. Bkn ktrg suke2 nk bwk slow.. Brtimbg rsela sket." Ak, dgr jerk ayat tu, ak trs trdiam.. Ak ngaku ak mmg sentap time tuh.. Bru jerk nk rse hepi semule... Tup2 ni plak yg jadi..

Dorg post2 tuk brgambar wat kali terakhirnyer be4 ktrg gi mkn tgh hari.. "Ko ni npe min?? Cm xhepi jerk??" Ak senyum.. "Xdela, ak ok jerk.. Kte nk gi mne lps nih??" "Entah, dorg sume nk gi mkn lu be4 blek.. Kalo nk mkn, kne gi bndr la kot.." Ktrg pn brtolak ke bndr rawang lps tuh utk mkn.. Lps jerk mkn, de yg suggest gi karaoke.. Ak, of course xnk pg.. Waktu tuh, ak rse nk blek cepat2.. Dh sggup nk resenyer tgk muke *** n ****.. Luckily for me, xde sape yg nk pg.. So, ktrg sume blek lps tuh..

Sampai jerk shah alam, sementare melambai2 ngn mmbr2 nih, 1 kete sampai.. N sum1 tu, de kt dlm kete tuh.. Ak pn pe lg.. "Ak blek dulu la eh, ***.." Die tgk kete tuh, die pndg ak semule.. "Ok, bwk kete hati2 tau.. Wei, jgnla ambik hati sgt.. Wat bodo sudeh, eh.. Take care.." Dh lambai2 tuh, ak blah.. Dlm kete, ak trfikir... Die tau ke psl tuh??

Ak act, bkn nk kn org len simpati kt ak ble ak tulis kt blog nih.. Ak cume nk luahkan pe yg ak rse.. Tu jerk, kalo de sesape yg terase lps bce post ak nih, ak mntk maaf.. Ak just rse setiap org de hak tuk wat pe yg die nk.. Nway, ak nk mntk maaf lg skali.. Ak tau bnde ni bnde kecik jerk.. tp somehow, ak xle terime.. Ak sndiri pn xtau knp..

Kla, dh nk maghrib nih.. Till next time, ja n wassalam..

I suck!!!!

Ak rse down giler skrg nih.. Ak xsettlekn bnde yg sepatutnyer ak settlekn.. Pe la ak nih kn.. Wat keje sket pn xle.. Bnde simple jerk.. Bkn ssh pn.. Dh la tuh, slide presentation pn xlngkp.. Sengal kn ak nih.. Rse upset sgt ngn diri sndiri.. Ak rse cm ak xmenyumbg pape pd grup..

Like I mentioned earlier.."I SUCK".. Not just bad but worst.. Aaaarrrggghhh... I'm mad.. Mad at myself for being sellfish, irresponsible person.. Not able to give in to others.. Not even a small thing.. How can I b like tackey.. Not having any day off just to be where he is right now.. I really do need to improve myself fast.. I know they might not complaining in front of me but I know, deep down, they do mad at me.. They do felt frustrated with my work.. Sorry guys.. I really am..

Dinner..

Ak sampai rmh lbh kurg kul 1 pg.. Puas brgmbire td.. Rse cm xnk blek rmh pn ade td.. Nk stay sne sampai pg.. Dinner ni mmg ak xkn lupe.. Same cm dinner time matrik dlu..

Hr ni, fac ak wat dinner pragrad bg bdk2 thn akhir di Hotel Concorde.. Ak n kwn2(an, ijah, tin, ira n nik) sampai sne lbh kurg kul 8.15 mlm.. Lps dftr ktrg msk.. Pd ak, kalo nk dicompare ngn hotel istane.. Hotel istane lg best kot.. Lg cantik.. Makanan die pun same.. Hotel istane lg byk variety drpd concorde..

Tema, muhibbah.. Mmg muhibbah.. Siap de yg pkai ceongsam, bj korea.. Yg mcm pengantin pn de.. Dress up dorg mmg "Wau" la.. Bdk2 kos ak pn rate2 brgaye.. Yg lelaki siap pkai bj melayu ngn sampin.. Yg perempuan de yg pkai bj kebaye moden.. Berselendg.. Kalo nk citer satu2 mmg xmuat la kot.. Huhuhu.. Yelah, ble lg kn.. Time nie jerk bleh brgaye..

Selain mkn2.. (ps: of course la.. Nme pn dinner) De prsembhn, de cabutn brtuah n penyampaian anugerah pelajar terbaik setiap kos n kos terbaik.. Pelajar trbaik kos ak disndg oleh Arip.. Kos trbaik plak kos data com n networking(CS225)..

Dh hbs mkn2.. ktrg(bdk kos ak) ambik gmbr ramai2.. Yelah, gmbr kenangn.. Lps nih nk kumpul blek cmni dh ssh.. Msg2 dh wat haluan sendiri.. Mne yg blek rmh tu.. Mmg confirm xjumpe lg dh.. Sebut psl brgmbr.. Ktrg brgmbr mmg mcm xingt dunie(trutamenyer ak).. Mne de camera, kt ctula ktrg brkumpul.. Mmg enjoy sakan la..(padahal isnin ni de test wireless) Pd pndpt ak, td.. ktrg dh mcm 1 family... Dh xde sikap puak2.. Xnmpk kewujudan geng2 dlm kos ak nih.. Tu yg wat ak lg happy n enjoy..(act sbb ak dpt brgmbr dgn .....) Huhuhu.. Tu yg lebihnyer.. Kt klas nk tego pn ssh.. Tp mlm nih siap bleh brgmbr same..(mujur bj xsame color) Huhuhu.. (What past is past.. Skrg ni pun ak dh x ***** ngn die.. Sket2 tu maybe la.. Dh2.. Back to the topic) Mmg mlm nie bleh diklasifikasikn sbg "A night to remember".. Mmg best..

Kla.. Xmandi lg nih.. Mate pn dh kuyu.. Till next time..
Ja.. n Wassalam..

Comelnyer bebdk nih..

Salam n domo..

Semlm, ak n bebdk kos ak gi melwt rmh anak2 yatim d sek 2.. Seronok giler.. Maklumla, ak ni mmg xde adik sndiri.. Adik angkt n adik sedare tu adela..

Azmi n nazim.. 2 nme ni yg ak knl smlm.. Yg len tuh xsmpt nk brkenaln.. Sorg 9 thn, sorg lg 7.. Tp ak lbh rpt ngn nazim..

Byk gakla yg ktrg borakkn.. Makann kgmarn die, skola, life die kt situ.. Ak mule2 xtau gak nk borak pe.. Yelah, takut gak kalo pe yg ak ty tu bnde yg xspatutnyer ak ty.. Tp so far smlm, ok.. Die pn nmpk cm hepi jerk.. Tp ak tau tu luarn jerk.. Dlm sape yg th kn.. Huhuhu..

Atr xtiviti yg ktrg wat ngn bebudk tuh.. mlukis, men ayam n musg n tgk citer madagascar.. Start drpd kul 9-11 n 2-4.. Ktrg smpt gak mmbersihkn rumah tu n yg plg best brgambar sakan.. Huhuhu.. Gmbr ngn bebdk tuh pn de walopun panas terik time tuh..

Overall, ak hepi ngn xtiviti even pnt sket lps tuh.. Mmg blek smlm tido xingt dunie.. Mlm brjage.. Huhu.. Sbb keje xsiap lg.. Papepn ak enjoy n ak hrp bdk2 tu pn enjoy ngn kedtgn ktrg kt rmh tuh.. 

Till next time..

Ja..

Tiare, sori semut!!

Pd ari ahad lps, 8 Mac.. Ak wat prtame kalinyer mnjejakkn kaki kt psr pg(sum say psr tani) kt stadium s.a.. Best gak r shopping kt ctu.. Plg ak xle lupe, kek die.. Sdp beb.. Mmg xrugi r.. Ak bkn gi sne sorg.. Ak br4.. ngn ly, tin n ijah..

Next, ktrg merewg kt bukit cerakah which org skrg pggl bkt chy seri alam.. Konon gi sne sbb nk nek basikl smbl ronde 1 bkt crkh tuh tp malgnyer, basikal rent out la plak.. Sbb xsggup nk tunggu, ktrg round gune bas.. Pd ak, tmpt tuh xbrjage sgt.. Tu jerk..

Spt kebiasaan, org yg pg bkt crkh ni mmg xsh kalo xmsk rumh 4 musim tp sygnyer skrg nih musim bunge.. (ps: nk musim salji jerk).. Tp best gak.. Byk giler bunge tulip(fav ak tuh.. Npe la bunge tuh ssh nk jumpe.. Ni x, asyik2 ros..) Eh, back to the topic..

Mesti de yg trty npe tjk ak "tiare, sori semut" kn?? Huhuhu.. Kn kt bkt crkh tuh de menare pndg jauh tuh.. Bleh plak ak pggl menare tu "tiare".. Xckp ngn tuh, ak ni gayat.. Tangge die plak kecik.. Otw turun tuh, ak hmpir trpijk semut.. Tu yg ak mention "sori semut" tuh.. Bdk2 tuh suke giler time tuh.. Nth pe yg lwk nth.. Ak pn xth.. Blek drpd bkt cerakh jerk xhbs dorg menyakt ak ngn ayat tuh.. Nk tau, sampai nik yg xpg tu pun th.. Hish, femes cot.. Huhuhu..

Nway, ak rse sonok giler.. Ye r dpt releskn tension yg dh thp dewe nie.. Maklumla, dateline dh makin dkt.. Keje xsettle2 lg.. Tu yg stress melampau tuh.. K r.. Out lu.. Till next time..
Ja..

Is everything the same??

I've been wondering what's going on with my life lately.. Is things really r different frm be4?? Or is it just the same?? I really am confused.. For me, things will nvr going to b the same since lots of things had happened.. Howevr, some might think that they r still the same..

"Let's 4get 'bout what had happened.. What's past is past. We're still frens, right?? Let us be like we used to be.. Besides, this will b our last sem 2gether.."

One person told me that.. At that very moment, I was wondering.. is life really that easy?? Can we really 4get the past?? 4 me, going out with them is weird enough.. I can't even seem to cover my expression really well that time.. I guess I can't pretend to b sum1 I'm not.. What happened last year really affected me a lot.. They pushed me away without any explanation.. N now they r expecting things to still b the same.. Of course, once someone is ur fren, she'll always b ur fren but still, things will be different.. I know n I realise that I do owe them a lot 4 always supporting me be4.. Howevr, gome.. Things changed.. Of course we can still talk in class, discuss tutorial questions but that's it.. I can't hang out with them anymore.. Act, I wasn't expecting to go out with them.. I thought I could just buy it with l.m alone.. Without them.. Hhhmm, nwy it already happened.. Sorry 4 making out excuses regarding the surprise party.. The fact that I hv other things to do is just an excuse 4 me to not spending time with them.. Once again, gome.. Howevr, thanx for evrything.. N sayonara..

He does it AGAIN!!!

First of all, salam as usual.. However, I don't think I'll be nice or polite this time since what actually happened happens for only Allah knows how many time..

AGAIN... I just don't understand why he does that.. Did he get anything from a 17 or 18 year old girl?? Did she give him any benefit at all?? Money?? Of course not since she's still studying in some private college.. I bet he's the one that giving her the money... I mean allowance.. Of course since she's his adopted daughter for I don't know what reason.. Come on.. The first time he did it, the b**** (ops, sorry the gal I mean) name is Nik.. This time her name is Aisyah.. Nice name hah!! Beautiful too.. I met her once when her friend ask me to help her fill out the ptptn form.. N that was it.. I know u guys might be wondering why on earth am I hating her so much, right?? What can I say.. She gave me the worst first impression.. Even I as his true biological daughter would not do what she did that night.. She even call my dad 'Ayah'.. That's really taking my nerves.. Who the hell r u to think that u act deserve to call him that hah!! U r no one..

Of course that's what I thought that night not until recently I found out from my mom what act happened these days.. He's 54 for God sake.. Shouldn't you be spending most of ur time with God rather than with that *****!! Sorry for my worst wording but I really am mad right now... After knowing what happened, I just can't look at him anymore.. I know I wasn't supposed to be mad at him since I'm her daughter but I just can't respect him anymore.. It's not the first time!! It's just unacceptable for me..

He promised me that he'll never do it again when I found out for the first time when I was in part 2.. He said that we (my mom, sis, bro n me) will always be his priority.. But now?? After he promised not to do it again!!! Yakusoku... I guess for him they r just words that are useful to cover up the mess that already done n to get back my faith in him.. U know what, just go to h***!! I guess u didn't realise that I'm not a child anymore.. I'm old enough to think which is good n bad.. N what u did is just... BAD.. N the worst part is, it looks like u don't even learn from ur mistake at all.. U should aware enough the consequences or effects right.. But u still do it.. Yes, with diff gal but the age?? Ayah, u r my only dad.. I don't want to hate u.. U know I don't.. Fine, if u don't act care my feeling, what about moms?? She can't stand it anymore u know.. She's crying almost every night.. I really hope u open up ur mind.. It's just not worth it.. Who'd u turn to if u hve probs hah?? Just think about that.. That gal will not give u any good..

ps: do u believe in dreams?? I hope what happened is just a nightmare for me.. Huhuhu.. Ja

Couple ssme kls...

Dh.. Ak nk tutup kes gaduh2 tue.. Hrp2 lps nie, xde lg kes gdh2.. Yg lps tu lps.. Kte bkk buku baru.. N sebt psl buku bru.. Kali ni ak nk snth bab couple.. Hahaha.. Xdela, sje nk snth topik nih.. Memndgkn kebykn studnt sebaye ak ni couple.. Act, semlm mmbr ak tetibe ty ak cmni.. "Min, kalo ak couple ngn bdk klas kite, cne? Ok x?" Ak pn dgn rse trkejut + ingin thnyer, ak trs ty die.. "Spe bdk llaki tuh? Bdk grup kite ke? A... ke? B... ke?" Die gelak jerk.. Lps tuh, die ty ak spe yg ak rse sesuai ngn die.. Huhu.. Bleh plak ty soaln cmtuh.. Ak ni pyla curious nk th spe la bdk yg die mksdkn.. Last2 die kte, "Ak gurau jela.. Xkn la ak nk couple ngn bdk klas sndiri..kn.."

Lps tuh ak trfikir.. Npe die ckp cmtu? Xle ke kite nk couple ngn bdk yg sekls ngn kite?? Ssh ke nk maintain? Ak xth sbb ak mmg xprnh couple ngn bdk klas sndiri.. In fact, uppa ak bkn jerk xsme klas ngn ak, die pn bljr kt tmpt len skrg nih.. Ktrg knl pn scr xsengaje time prtndingn nasyid atr skola2 even die bdk skola ak.. So, ak mmg xde xperience dlm hal nie..

Tp pd pndpt ak la.. Ak kalo bleh nk elakkn drpd couple ngn bdk klas ak sndiri sbb nth.. Ak rse sshla nk survive.. Nk2 kalo dpt bf/gf yg thp jealousnnyer agk tinggi.. Yelah, xknla asyik nk brkepit ngn die je kn.. Kite kne gak brkwn ngn org len.. Lgpn ak rse mcm prgauln kte ngn org len agak trbats.. Tol x? Kte msti akn spend most of the time ngn die.. Mkn ngn die.. Gi klas ngn die.. Kalo de keje projek pn sme.. Mesti kte wat ngn die.. Kn.. Kalo ak.. Ak rimasla kalo asyik tgk muke die.. Mybe pd sestgh org ak ni plik sket tp nth.. Pd ak, dh xde serinyer kalo asyik ngn die jerk.. Kalo jumpe pn, mcm dh xde bnde nk citer, nk kongsi.. Tp tu just opinion ak jerk.. Len org len cre die.. De org yg ske kalo dpt spend most of her time with her hubby..kn.. So, in d end, it act depnd on d indi itself.. Some might feel that the quantity is the most important thing n some think that the quality is most important thing in a relationship.. Whatever it is, love urself first be4 u luv some1 else.. Till then wassalam n ja..

Stress sgt ke??

Sdr x sdr.. Dh 14 hr kte mask thn 2009.. Thn krmt bg kebykn bdk kos ak.. Tu yg rmai yg stress, cpt terase n bile dh terase tuh, dela yg sentap.. Yelah, dgn nk siapkn fyp nyer, n/w nyer.. Mestila stress.. Bile dh stress tuh, byk la cre yg digunekn tuk releaseknnyer.. Trmasukla dgn cre menykt n brgurau sesame sndiri... Cume yg mnjd isunyer skrg nih, de tu yg xfkrkn pe impactnyer ke ats org yg diguraukn..

Ak kt cni, xmmihk kpd sesape n xjugak nk point kt sesape.. Bak kte org, spe yg mkn cili, diela yg terase pedsnyer kn.. Sumenyer brmule ngn trtubuhnyer grup batch ak di yahu grup. Ak th setiap org de kebbsan tuk brsuare n tulis pepn yg dorg nk kt ctu tp yg ak xske, de yg mggunekn yahu grup tu sbg medn tuk menyaktkn hat org len.. Slps frenster.. Pd ak, nk suarekn pndpt 2 xslh, yg slhnyer tu ble mybe scr xsengajenyer, kt menyggung perasaan org len.. Kalo xsetuju, or xske, just bgtau yg kte xske.. Tp jgnla kuarkn sumthing else yg xsptutnyer.. Lgpun, pd ak, bnde yg dibhskn tu bnde kecik jerk n just tuk ske2.. Bkn tuk mnmbh kestressn yg mmg dh sedie de..

Tujuan grup adlh tuk merptkn ukhuwah, bkn nk menjurgknnyer lg.. Ak just xfhm, knp isu mtrik n dip le timbul.. Andaian yg bdk mtrik sombg n brlgk bgs drpd bdk dip.. Pe motifnyer bg org yg trlibt tuh brfikir cmtu.. Xkn sbb trjumpe 1@2 org yg cmtu, die dh assume yg dorg mmg cmtu.. Ak rse ni xadil... Don't judge a book by its cover.. Ayh ak slalu psn cmtu.. Ok, isu tuh nway ak hrp dh lapok since kte dh 3 sem brsme.. Kn.. Yg trbaru psl tema.. Spt yg ak mention earlier, bnde tu bnde kcik n ske2.. Just tuk meriahkn lg suasne je.. Tp de gak yg mggunekn isu tu tuk mengeruhkn keadaan yg mmg dh sedie kruh bg yg trlibt tuh.. Ak kalo le xnkla smpai grad pn msih nk benci mmbenci.. Msg2 dh dewase, dh matured.. Dhle fkr mne yg bek, mne yg x.. Xkn bnde kecik cmtu pn nk dijdkn isu kot..

Come on la.. Gunela common sense sket.. Kdg2 tue, ak rse mls nk tgk emel sbb xnk menyakitkn hat ble bce emel grup walaupn ak xtrlibt.. Ak th ak xlyk nk remind sesape tp tolongla jgn nk tgk kesalhn org len jerk.. Jugde diri sndiri dlu sblm kte judge org len.. Remind diri sndiri dlu sblm remind yg len.. Kalo nk wat pape, fkr dlu ksnnyer.. Pe yg kte akn rse kalo org len wat cmtu kt kte plak..

Nobody's perfect.. Itulh yg ak slalu pegg but never repeat the same mistake twice since we've already know the outcome.. Tu jela.. Ak pn bkn slalu btol.. Ak th tue.. Thanx pd kengkwn yg sntiase bg ak nasiht walaupn kgkdg tuh perit gak nk tln.. Bgt jgk ngn org len.. So, pepndaila.. k. Ak nie bkn ske nk express pe yg ak rse cme ak xthnla ngn pe yg brlaku skrg nih.. Ak kalo le, xnk mnmbhkn stress yg sedie de.. Ak rse sme pn cmtu.. Ckpla ngn study.. Kla, nih dh pnjg lbr ak tulis kt blog.. which ak xprnh wat.. Just hrpn ak agr bnde ni xbrlarutn.. Tu jerk.. Akhir kalam, wassalam n bye..