Mimpi kmbali stelah 3 thn..

Tanpe drancang, ak mimpikn die mlm tadi.. Ay..
Xtaula..

Nak kate sbb slalu fikirkn tntg die.. I've been busy with stuff that I dun have time to think about anyone..

Weirdest dream ever when it actually has a storyline.. Which I can clearly remember after I woke up..

Ye, mimpi cume mainan tido..
Agaknye ak trlalu penat..
Dan kejadian smlm, sgt mndownkn ak..

I remembered when I cried during iperintis project.. He's d one that cheered me up..
I guess, crying yesterday, made me think about him without me realizing it..

Anyway, I was depressed, demotivated.. But I took it as a lesson, a challenge..
I do feel unfair, truthfully..

Joining this project, no one told me anything about approach, procedure..
They just brief me what I need to do, n that's it..

When I was questioned yesterday about approach, and saying I'm incapable of doing my job, n blaming me for what happened.. I broke down..

But that doesn't mean I'm going to quit my job.. It's a challenge to prove that she's wrong.. I am capable of doing my work.. Correctly..

I am a sensitive person.. N when people question my work, that's when I got emotional.. N I need time to come down.. But I won't give up just like that.. Insya Allah.. Gambaro!!

Ps:
Happy 4th anniversary to me in nga..
Wonder how long will I be able to work there..
I cried 3 times for the past 4 years..
Twice in my first year.. And yesterday..
Hopefully, I'll work harder to achieve everyone's expectation..
Insya Allah..

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