I've been wondering what's going on with my life lately.. Is things really r different frm be4?? Or is it just the same?? I really am confused.. For me, things will nvr going to b the same since lots of things had happened.. Howevr, some might think that they r still the same..
"Let's 4get 'bout what had happened.. What's past is past. We're still frens, right?? Let us be like we used to be.. Besides, this will b our last sem 2gether.."
One person told me that.. At that very moment, I was wondering.. is life really that easy?? Can we really 4get the past?? 4 me, going out with them is weird enough.. I can't even seem to cover my expression really well that time.. I guess I can't pretend to b sum1 I'm not.. What happened last year really affected me a lot.. They pushed me away without any explanation.. N now they r expecting things to still b the same.. Of course, once someone is ur fren, she'll always b ur fren but still, things will be different.. I know n I realise that I do owe them a lot 4 always supporting me be4.. Howevr, gome.. Things changed.. Of course we can still talk in class, discuss tutorial questions but that's it.. I can't hang out with them anymore.. Act, I wasn't expecting to go out with them.. I thought I could just buy it with l.m alone.. Without them.. Hhhmm, nwy it already happened.. Sorry 4 making out excuses regarding the surprise party.. The fact that I hv other things to do is just an excuse 4 me to not spending time with them.. Once again, gome.. Howevr, thanx for evrything.. N sayonara..
