Guess So..

Tuesday morning already.. Hhmm.. Come on.. It just started.. Tons of work to be settled.. I can be stressed out now.. It is way too early..

I watched Johnny's 2009-2010 countdown last night.. It was fun.. What I love the most is the part where Johnny's idols singing each other songs.. Tanoshii.. Arashi with Kanjani 8 song "Sukiyanen Osaka" just hilarious.. Same goes too Kanjani 8 singing Arashi's song "One Love".. Though I'm not really into Kinki.. Nway, yesterday went well according to plan.. Alhamdulillah.. Yokatta.. I'm not hoping too much.. I did what I can and it depends on them now whether to accept me or not.. I guess being part of hp training is an advantage for me.. Yosh.. Gambare..

ps: I guess it is hard to accept it when you are fulled with pride and ego.. It makes me wonder do all guys the same??

What to do??

Lj is currently undergoing scheduled maintenance..

Well, I guess I better finish up my work while waiting for lj then.. (ps: Arrgghh.. Work!! It will nvr finish.. Trust me..) Check out this pic.. It was from AnS on 18th Jan..

Juntoshi is the best.. Huhuhu.. N jun-kun with glasses is just kakkoi.. right.. You guys do agree with me, right.. Btw, I love the fact that both of them r gettin' fairer.. Unlike be4..

You know what.. I gtg.. Tons of work to do.. Till next time.. Salam n ja

2010..

New year.. New determination.. New aim..

Jeezz.. I left this blog untouched quite a long time eh.. Since hp.. Well, I could say I'm busy but who doesn't right?? We r all in the state of working right now.. As juniors, there r a lot of stuff to learn.. to grab.. Even arashi's being left out.. Surprisingly.. If my friends know about this, they surely laugh at me.. I guess arashi is not my 1st priority anymore right now.. (ps: still completing them whenever I can though.. What can I say.. I'm addicted to them.. I'll be receiving their dvd next month.. Kyaa!!)

Enough about them.. I'm still searching the right opportunity right now.. Really hope to find something that suits me better than this.. (Though I enjoyed going to sngapre.. I wish I had more time since I've nvr been there.. No time to full around at all.. Isk2x..) Omg.. He's looking..

Well, I guess that's it for now.. Salam and ja

ps: Jun wears glasses instead of contacts like he used to.. Kakkoii..

I'm not that obsessed.. Huhuhu

My friend told me that I'm really into Arashi.. I think so too.. Not until I took this quiz.. Check this out..

You are 60% obsessed with Arashi.

As far as the Japanese fandom is concerned, those who are 51-67% obsessed with a Japanese boy band is pretty much as normal as it gets. Congratulations, you know more than the average newbie, but you also have more things to learn about our favorite boys! :)

Huhuhu.. It's proven I'm not really obsessed with them.. Maybe just a little..

Sorry..

That's the only thing that I can say.. I guess I was controlled by my anger at that time.. My emotional taken over my rational.. I didn't think of the outcome when I wrote my last post.. So, again.. I apologize from the bottom of my heart..

I didn't actually meant it that way.. Like I said, when I'm mad, I just don't think of others.. Just my point of view.. I'm the only one that is right.. Everyone else is wrong.. I guess, being an adult is tough.. You can't put your blame to anyone else.. Not even your parents.. You have to learn to decide everything on your own.. Think of the consequences of your actions..

Right now, I'm trying my very best to do those things.. Correctly.. I'll try not to blame anyone even if it is not really my fault.. Lastly, for my friends(if they considered me as their friend).. I'm sorry.. I don't wanna give any excuses at all.. Lots of things happening to me right now.. Keeping silence or not talking to you doesn't mean that I don't care.. I just don't wanna hurt anyone.. Not anymore.. I'm afraid if I open my mouth, something bad will just come out of it.. Try to understand and please bear with it.. Just for 4-5 more days..

ps: Am I ready to work in Cyberjaya?? I wonder..