Start counting..

Counting my days to move to a new place..
Nearer..
More benefit gains..
Hopefully I'm happy there..
Insya Allah..

Salam.. Ja

Nk pindah ke stay??

Rmai dh yg nasihat ak..
Sndiri yg wat, sndiri tanggung la kn..
Yg rajin2 apply keje len tuh npe??
Kn skrg dh ssh..
Xtau nk plih yg ne kn..
Pdnla muke..

Jap..jap..
Ak ke yg apply??
Seingt ak, ak mmg xapply mne2 keje kecuali spa.. (ps:Yg cam mmg xkan dpt jerk.. Nk 2nd class upper.. Lower class cam ak nih mne layak nk msk kn.. Xpe2.. Cbe lg.. Mncube kn tgge kejayaan..)
Ok.. Back to basic..

First of all, yes.. Mmg ak xapply pape keje skrg nih..
Xde mse nk bkk jobstreet or monster..
3 projek nk kne handle.. (ps:Konon jerk la cm busy..)
Sume tmpt yg offer ak tuh, dorg request aknyer resume..
Sme de drpd jobstreet atau email..
Org nk kn, xkn nk jual mahal lak..
Kang xde spe plak nk beli...

Settle yg tuh..
Couple of days cmtuh.. de yg call..
Nk set interview date & time.. Yg kt kl..
De gak 2 company yg HQ die sndiri call ak..
Drpd India n Canada..
Call interview la kirenyer..
Ak mule2 plik gak.. Sbb tgk kod bkn kod malaysia..
First time attend interview call.. Cuak sesgt..
Due2 pn xgne English sbg bhs rasmi, so ssh sketla nk fhm English dorg..
Yg mne kt kl tuh, ak gi interview cam bese la..
Mujur de replacement leave, leh la apply cuti kn..
Settle another thing..

Next thing..
Tetibe yg HQ kt India tuh send offer letter kt ak..
Suh ak keje kt Malaysia branch in Cyberjaya..
Korg familiar x ngn nme nih... "Mahindra Satyam" ??
Company nila yg offer..
Kt cni dipggl "Satyam Computer Services Ltd"..

Ak plik gak la..
Dgn xinterview tetibe jerk dpt offer letter..
Kalo ak accept, ak msk 28th Jan nih..
Tula, mmg xde 2 months notice..
Sbb dorg nk ak urgently, dorg sggup bayar Syntronic my 2-months worth of salary..
Gile la kn..
Ak spttnyer reply kt dorg asap.. tp ak xth nk join ke x..
Mcm2 rumour ak dgr psl company nih..
Yg wat ak tmbh curige, cre dorg hired ak..
Hhhmm, ntahla..
Tp byk gak la yg dorg offer..
1. Gaji lebih..
2. Insurans lebih.. (medical + optical + dental utk ak + 3 org family members)
3. Slalu dpt trbg negare org..
Tuh atrnyer la..
Blom kire dkt ngn rmh lg.. Cyber kn.. Compared tuh kl..

Dlm mse yg sme, ak akn pegi tuk 2nd interview for these 3 companies..
Microlink..Menara Atlan, KL
North Arinso..The Garden North Tower, KL
Macro Kiosk..Menara Tan&Tan, KL
3 3 offer gaji yg lg bsr, with more benefits.. (Since jwtn yg lg tinggi drpd skrg..)
Of course la blom tntu dpt kn..
Ak pn mmg xprnh brhrp pape sbb ak pn mmg xprnh trfikir tuk tukr keje skrg nih..


Ak th, rmai yg akn ckp ak nih xbrsyukur..
Rmai lg bebudk kt luar tuh yg tnm anggur..
Even kwn2 ak pn de yg msh part-timer..
Ak th ak sgt lucky.. Xprnh rse ssh sesgt cm org len..
Drpd dulu..
N ak sgt2 brsyukur utk tuh..
Skrg nih, ak byk brsrh pd Allah..
Mintk petunjuk.. Pe yg ptt ak wat strusnyer..
Mne yg ptt ak pilih : Pindah @ Stay
Pd kengkwn yg byk support ak.. thanks a lot..
Ak bruntung sgt2 sbb dpt kwn cm korg..


ps: Can't wait for my storm to arrive next week.. Heard lots of Juntoshi moments in there.. Kya!!!

Not hoping for anything at all..

Penat giler..
Tmpt xdela jauh mne pn..
Kt menara atlan jerk..
Tp penat gak la ke sne drpd klcc ni..
Nk kejar msenyer psl..
Brlari-larian la ak smbg mggalas beg 3p.. (ps : sng nk bwk fail yg bsr alam tuh)

Smpai sne..
Kms2kn diri..
Bran kn diri utk msk..
Microlink Solutions Berhad..
Nme jerk dh wat cuak..

First, kne isi borg HR..
Cm2 yg die nk..
Parents aknyer detail.. sibling..

Dh settle tuh, hntr kt receptionist..
Die bg ak ketas lg..
Ketas pe plak la kn..
Tgk2 100 soklan obj..
Ak mne la prepare sesgt..
Bce pn ala kadar je..
X expect lgsg soklan die..
Sume yg pelik2 la kuar..
IEEE 189...
Pe ke bnde nyer tuh..
Pdhal sume de dlm CTFLnyer buku..
Pe la ak nih kn..
Nme je tester..
Satu bnde psl testing pn ak xtau..

1/2 hour passed..
2 org interviewer ak msk..
Indian guy n chinese woman..
Sorg HR, sorg PM..

Cm2 soklan die ty..
Yg PM byk ty psl technical term..
HR.. Hhmm.. psl HR la kn..
Gaji, cuti, benefits..
Ingtkan sekejap je la..
1 hour gak la die interview..
Drpd gayenye mmg xdpt..
Confirm..

Tgk jam dh kul 1.30 ptg..
Alamak, dh lmbt..
Lari-larian lg..
Smpai ofis, pnt giler..
Rse cm xbrbaloi plak kn..
Tp xpe, learning xperience tuk hr khamis ni..
Skrg ak dh th pe org expect drpd ak time interview..

Kla, nk report bug kt mantis..
Till next time, ja n salam..

Thanks..

Everyone is concerned about me..
Afraid I'll be demotivated..
Esp Proj Mgr..
Thanks a lot..
I really do appreciate it..
Appreciate all the support I got..

But, somehow..
I still blame myself..
Maybe for them, it's fine..
But, for me, for my satisfaction in my work..
I'm frustrated..
I hate it when people always say.."It's fine since this is your first time..."
I really hate it..
Daikiraiii..

Hopefully, I'll gain back my confident for R10A..
I still need to focus on MMI and GPSF at the same time..
Min, gambaroze!! ne..

Aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

So dissapointed..
Nothing going out my way today..
Nothing at all..
Is there a place where I can go??
I need to scream out loud..
To cry..
To release everything inside of me right now..

Even a simple thing cannot be done correctly..
Why??????
People always said it's fine..
But actually, it's not..

New Year should be better than previous year..
Not worst..
Aahhh..
I'm stressed out right now..
Thinking of banging my head to the wall...

Why did I do such a stupid thing???
Why didn't I check be4 committing anything to svn???
I should have known this will happened..